When U say NOTHING at all

its so sweet to read bout elain yong blog. Lols .. how Leslie bully her, how she tu lan alone without getting any feedback from the boyfriend and the best part is how they both enjoyed their life max. Hmm .. its sound like the life i used to be. Yess ... i used to be like that. But, i've been thru all the heaven nigga happy place for a long time ago. Now im right staying in front of Lucifer. Passing the life of what we called HELL. Uncertainty, unhappiness, uncontrollable, disaster and much more yet to come and torture me. But glad that i still surrounded by lots of frineds that are really caring all the time. Yeap , especially you, my lovely brother G8. Thanks for being so kind to me all the time. Being the only listener and secret keeper to me all the time too. And the best is sharing every little piece story of us everyday :) Freaking enjoy staying this life with you.

WHEN YOU SAID NOTHING AT ALL

when i am serious about something, they are always meant to fool me and this is vice versa to those case that i just wanted to play around with. This time really jia lat. Coz i cant have my hand out of the cookie jar. Hmm .. is it the so called paid back from the debt i have owe ?? the sin that i have made for all the time, now one shot give me back + interest also come in together. jia lat jia lat betul. No money also wont feel this kind of stress. Sigh ... you really make me heartache. everytime also no time to talk with me. grrr .... is this really takes a lot time from you to just talk with me everyday at least 5 minutes ?? Fine, just stick to the plan. Forget what is used to be mine. And chase for the dream that is building by me.

Sometime really keep working only can make me forget bout EU. Haiz .. but making self busy cant really forget you, instead it only make me no time to think bout you. and i dont heart to be alone. love to be pampered by you all the while. :(

And it really felt so SUCKS when you said nothing at all ... Sigh sigh sigh sigh ....

Surrounded By ANGELS

Groooooommmmmm ... now then i realised i have been surrounded by angels all the while. But i still like blaming The Almighty never take good care of me. :( Sorry the LORD !! i have been in-touch by angels all the time. Only that i never cherish when their existence is around me; regret when they are leaving. Typical human - and i am just another normal being in this planet earth.


Gii show me the path of life and swear in front of all to trust and belief each other no matter what and when and how. Now only i know and see how stupid am i making all the complaint after all. i should just belief in Gii and live my life to the fullest.


Good to stay in home and have a cup of coffee and think think think for what its been thru all the while. Solutions will really come if ya' paying enough attention and time to think. would like to make a quick U-Turn if everyone will forgive me for what i have commit wrong recently. Now i really have 'gam jing fo ngan' already. Know who should i invest my time with, who should i pay more attention at and who should i gather together for. Dont f***king want to waste any of my time anymore.

i aint perfect, so i do not expect you are perfect

The story of Cry Cry

hmm .. why so many people asking bout me the emoticon of crycry !! okay ... i got it from mr ^_^ (clive) . since my new nick is mr @.@ , because is so blur lately. LoLs... every day blur with own work , blur with the time, blur with the meal .. and blur with $$$ !! Omg betul ... but my bestie mr =.= every day so tired. work from 8am - 4am (the nextday) pity lor u , no worry , gor gor will buy u tong sui !! hoho .. gambateh bah =.=san !!

crycry because clive taught me to be tough when facing this kind of troublesome matter !! dont always ask for something when there is too tight in the timeline. somemore , you dont own it. instead you should be steady all the way. let the things crycry back to you. hohoh .. f***king agreed with you. will let it crycry back to me. LoLs.. baru i crycry back to it. then it will be better right ? ngek ngek ... :)

Grrr ... clive ark .. the crycry really come back jo wor !! though is not what i think, is not what i wish. but hor .. the crycry thingy really funny la. suddenly appear in my screen .. hoho !! life will be wonderful if everyday will happen something like this to me.

okay .. back to the tea session. mr lee told me how to shut the girl mouth who always asking for prezzie when they are just sitting at home doing nothing. LoLs.. is same theory as baby, when they are whining, put the 'zut zut' into their mouth. when we called our baby who 'aji ajo' over there, we put 69 as 'zut zut' for them too. muahaha !! you this evil la mr lee. LoLs .. five 7 dit go find customers la , dont always sit there lan lan gu with me.

i heart batman. because he is rich. he is good at night bad in the morning. i love the way he is, love the lifestyle he owned and wish to be exactly the same as him from now on !! Gogogo .. work hard in order to reach the dark knight lifestyle :)

huhu !! tomorrow going to cycling again. anyone joining ark ?? mr fei zai clive want to go , so surprise he is taking the initiative to ask us for cycling oh !! hoho !! takkan the sun rise from west ?? wakakak !! XD

ohaiyo

she is still so caring bout my business after all. but she is so blur at all. Dont know what am i doing. Fine .. as long as you are supporting enough (mentally) thats pretty enough for me already. All the best for you too. And dont always go out play play and slacking till stomach masuk angin. =.= hug your baby la ... he will protect you . hoho !!

Grrr .... she never know how important that she is to me. Sometimes silly , sometimes smart ; Sometimes cute , sometimes pretty ; sometimes annoying , sometimes caring. Thats how i describe her. Thats why my parents love her. :) i think it include my sister that super LOVE her too. Because she is way tooooooooooo ADORABLE.

wish that i can turn back the time. that i have never made so much mistake. and never been thru all this pain. now , it leads to another life. another new me. another more insane dream. hope i wont get lost again. scared to face with the dark side anymore. wish to know more things in advace just like a prophet. and more things can be under the plan. Lazy to play with game of uncertainty and surprise. itssss so LAZY to face it all.

its a nightmare every morning when i wake up that i figure out i still miss the face. a trouble to bear with every day to miss her. and a debt to pay for the next one i love.

只是简简单单的爱过我还是我

Pain will Hunt you DOWN

When the stars are shining bright in the sky, its it there to blind me cause I realised ?? That you never even try. May be you will never be in my life, May be we're not meant to be right here in time,But I'll love you till I die.

Let me be the one who lose all be the one who everybody hate to let the evil free.
When people try to get me down ,I'll just sit here and let them defeat.

Oh~ My God !! My life is running out of time for you. Can we turn around and hold each other now ?!
Oh~ My God !!Tomorrow take my pain away.May be time has just been playing a game.

Life is starting again ....