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Lols .. finally , i clean my room !! With the mop that ivan lend me, finally make my room clean clean like a new one !! And i love to work inside my own room now rather than going outside!! Because , this is just what i wish to have. =) Happy to have a clean room ( Thou it is a killing me job ,used more than 3 hours to throw all those unwanted rubbish)

Hmm , yeap o !! show me your indumei alraedy !! Zzz .. got new baby then dont want to take care the old son alerady. Somemore said want to pass back for me take care half year. Excuse saja la you, thought i dont know you want sayang your new baby meh. Cheh .. but if you want pass him back to me, then just bring him back bah. I think he miss Malaysia too. And i think he miss his sister too. Long time never fighting liao they both. LOLs. Er ...bout the DIET Advice ark. Wait me help you find some fresh recipe la. Zzz .. but i dont think you will be a good girl to follow all the recipes one. sure will skip one two meals or skip one two days go eat those FATTY food. Zzzz ... will try to plan for you la !! My advice is - eat more vege instead of fruits. Because fruits got glucose ( will make u gain weight) , but vegetables are rich in fiber but less glucose (or we can say no glucose) . Hmm .. then please dont makan any McD or fast food. Morning must have your breakfast, lunch can eat a lot , dinner less a bit , if possible , eat vege and rice only. Then drink more water. Thats it. Dont forget to go exercise.

Ohh .. now baru i figure out somebody have cut a short hair. somemore is missing from the earth. Sukkie edayo, mana lu la !! how come hiding yourself for more than 2 months. who you want to hide from. I bet that you have following my blog all the while, and knew that you will appear when you feel you like to. Hmm .. just that , dont hide anymore, we are all here waiting you come back !! =)

Phew .. freaking tired after one whole day of exercise : cleaning room , walking here and there , then Dota-ing with silly ivan (since living hall kena conquer jo , those silly asses mah jong-ing and screaming like no body business) and now blogging . hmm .. i am a good boi !! this weekend dint go club at all ... Yeah, healthy life style , here i COME !!

The Day You Left

Since watching the day you left, my heart is locked and stay with the past.
Every night, Follow the memory line, there is no exit, there is no release.
Until i've lost you, than i just realise how to sing a love song.
Why? We cant get used to lonely?Why? I cant learn to stay alone forever?
If relationship is just a process, no one can stay forever.
Felt tired but how come i dont have the motive to find a replacement for it??
If love is just a process, why there is still people avoid from discussing bout it?
I am just like living in my dream now.
Quoted by: Dark Knight aka Smart Boi 27/12/2008

Aligator

thanks for hsemate : Ivan, Ball Zai, Stephy and Sir Wee to come participate on our clubber session. Thanks for Wendy came for the party too. Especially Clive Liew, thou i lead him to wrong way, he never angry me. Instead giving me chance to be a good leader to bring all of us to the correct path. Hehehe .. sorry that i made a mistake on the next turn. Zzzz ... I tak tahu Garden international school is not the right path la .. i always thought that it is the correct way ma!! Zzz ..

Thanks Yin Jiet for coming too. Hmm, i have be your guardian for one day!! Thou ur papa asking that are you safe or not, u not with your beloved brother you also will said u are with gor gor. Hmm, hope tat you really enjoy the night. And you are not getting any bully from anyone.

Thanks for Hui Shan, Sook huay, Erica Heng for making the birthday party so successful. Thanks for Darren and GirlFriend coming over to join our party too.

Thanks many juniors For joining this crazy party specialyl dedicated for TwoMAds - JAMES. And SPECIALLY thanks for Ruddy coming over to celebrate my partner aka brother's birthday. Thou we are one second slower than the lucky bastard to get our free liquor. But, what to do, this is FATE. LOLS .. but we do enjoy our night right ?? Dont you all agree ??

The best thing i enjoy most is - EVERYONE is enjoying the night. I have really organised a good party. And i have been a good schauffer. I have done my job perfectly. And hope that the birthday boi enjoy the arrangement i made for him. Thou it is not so perfect at the beginning. But at least i made out all the preparations on my 100% effort jo. I really wish to make things happen but just that everything is fully booked. Luckily we no need to wait long for dinner plus our club session. =) thanks for the network i have too.

ALIGATOR GOZAIRIMAS to all of you for making my organised party so successful and making the birthday boy so happy. Thanks you all.

p/s:i have spend RM40++ phone bill on someone special. Hmm, i learn a lot from her and hope that what she advice me will benefit a lot. Dont knwo what to say, just that Merry Xmas to all of you. Merry Xmas to TwoMAds.com, happy new year and may prosperou, joyful plus successful year of 2009 waiting for www.TwoMAds.com. ALIGATOR to all of the members for making this wonderful night so happening. i never thought that i can make it so successful at all. Really. At least this time has proved that i got such power to make things happen. Love Ya all. winks... take care.

Thanks daddy Joseph for greeting me Merry Xmas. I felt touched. Because u seldom greet me. This is just one of millions that you talk with me. Among all, i felt so touch bout this xmas greeting. Thanks Dad. I LOVE YOU. TAKE CARE DAD.

X'Mas Eve aka viriginity vulnerable night | Hee-P BirdsDey to JAMES

ahaaa ... ahaa .. keep your hands off my girl !! Hmm .. today actually is not a good day for blogging. But now i have no mood to do my work !! Since got tonnes of proposals need to be prepared. But thinking of holidays is just around the corner, so i better give myself a break for two days !! should not always make myself over tension. Later a lot sakit here n there. So better relax relax. As what my papa, sister, irene berry and all my Papi-s telling me all the while, must rest enough before you go to WAR, must not make yourself over stress as you will lost your sight of bigger vision on the world. So, i choosed to rest today !! (ngek ngek ngek, this is the excuse for lazyness instead of admitting that i m lazy to do things now Xp hohoho)

Xmas eve should be a good party nights for everyone. But have you guys ever heard the story of Xmas Eve??? Is something related to P-E-R-V-E-R-T. But it is fxxking darn true in today's society. Okay, lets figure out whats all behind this story. What will you guys usually do during christmas eve. Nah nah nah ... dont tell me that you going to church, bcoz i WONT Believe all this craps. Most (i think 90%) of the human being (Yound adult la of course) will attend party with friends. Then especially those evil minded boys (LOLs, it including me myself) will try to HUNT (we called it hunt? or we called it date !?!?) those imaginary, dream, ideal (what other words can i use here) girls and enjoy the whole night with them. Huh, are you sure that we just wanted to enjoy the whole silent night with them during SILENT NIGHT, HOLY NIGHT?? Lols .. whats more needed to be discussed over here when i put the title as in X'mas Eve aka Virginity Vulnerable Night. Then the continue part of the stories you guys can really figure out yourself lo!! Hohoh .. remembered, Play safe safe ark. Must practise SAFE SEX. Because i dont want to angkat anymore 'RED BOMB', no more to give ang pao to attend your SPEEEECIAL DINNER.

Finish the crap of the day !! Lets PARTTTTY tonight. Here i sincerely wish Happy Birthday to one of the MADness- James 23rd Birthday, My beloved big bro aka dai lou Wei Jen,Lee 22nd Birthday ( Sorry for not attending your Party last week as i m busy with works), and my best siao lang Ta Po Kawan in Balik Puntar Wei Lun 22nd Birthday as well. hope that this coming xmas, also your birthday might have some good dreams and wishes come true on three of you. Enjoy your big day PAPI!!

This note is specially dedicated to my brother James, Hey Papi, thanks for accompany me doing all the great stuff that is part of my dreams. Making our first business grows, bringing it to known by the world. Making our own name known by most of the public. And finally we get richer than current life (perhaps we can clinch to the Worlds TOP 500 Richest Man) and making our own parents proud of what we have achieved. Thanks for spending time to build dreams together. You are the one teaching me use US instead of i or u. Because from US we can make millions of magic to the world. US is more powerful than anyone else, and US is a cover part of our weakness when we go out to face the giatns like Air Asia or Maxis. LOLs... i enjoy the days we spend together and love to spend the rest of our time to build our dreams together. WE both know that we are going to success. Just that we are too young in this world, our eye sight is still not so experience compare with those big boss-es out there. But, WE will strike most of the industries soon. This is our DREAMS. And happy 23rd birthday to you, MAD MONKEY(hohoho ... i ususally call you Chuchu PIG,right?Churekei)

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Clumsy Mind

Zzz ... was having a stupid thinking this few days. Hmm ... whether to hold the past or to get a better one? Sometimes you will look back your past whether is it good to hold the belief or you should really learn something new in order to be a SMART BOI and avoid yourself as a naive animal anymore. What Malay said - merunsingkan fikiranku. What a complicated thought that is running in every nerve within me. Sooooooooooooo hard to make decision on this point.

Argggghhh, year 2008 really not a good year for me. There is a SiFu told me that this is not a good year to start any business. But we just ignored her advice and thought we can fight off the challenges, yet we are just 50% doing what we belief it will happen. But we still manage to get a draw instead of just listening to SiFu. hope what SiFu words to me will really come true. 2009 will be the best year for me and a lot changes will happen to me. Hmm, left 9 more days then can say bye bye to this terrible years. Personally really wish that this 9 days can at least let me see and taste some good fruits. What i should do have already been done - pray to GOD, do my job, speaks where it need my advice, opens for all advices, take initiative to build network and never say DIE when hard time comes.

Hmm ... everyone said i am a fighter / risk taker / challenger / dare devil. Yaaa , i admit all this nicks is darn suitable for me. Never regret of what i am doing now. Never regret that i never enter to bank industry and having my leg shaking everyday and in the end have a good paid every end of the month. Because i know that once my works turn fruitful, my paid will be 100000 times more than those who having a good start than me.

I felt so bad lately because never fulfill the promise that i have made for my dad. Never earn enough to go back hometown before next year chinese new year (thou now is still early to say that i am confirm lose in the battle, but the current situation is just too dark for me) Dad, sorry !! I am ashame of what i have not yet done perfectly. But i promise will keep my hard work in order to fulfill what i have promised to you. Will make some good strikes before going back to hometown next year. Oh GOD, please do lend a helping hands for me. Without luck there is no hope to see rainbow in the sky.

Ishhh ... just ate some Tong Yuen with James and gangs at Beans Shop just now as it was Dong Zhi last night. Hmm .. why i dont have the feeling of homesick ?? Is it im kinda busy with my current business till that i have lost my feeling bout returning to my frozen land?? i wish to go back my land with a lot fortune on hands. Rather than going back there and listen to those relatives bad and negative words on me. They usually will ask, how much your paid per month, what work you doing ? Hows your life ? BULL SHIT.. sick of listening all this lame greetings. I just want to earn more in order to go back there proudly. Dont want to see any two-faced human coming over and show off in front of me.

=) today just wore the new T-Shirt that i bought and got pray pray from the temple. Hmm .. feeling sooooo lucky. Got to met someone that i really wish to see. Then got some good experience. Even usually it will traffic jam but i still can avoid it. Is it the power of GOD? Is it transffering to me? Thanks a lot if it is true. will work more hard + the luck is coming to me, i shall see more rainbows in the sky.

oh gawd ... silly baka berry. told me reading blog , thought of that she will read mine, telling me someone blog it out and dedicate to her. #$@%#$^#% ,my blog never dedicate to you meh ?? Cheh , just that you cant catch the words and sentences that i dedicate to you mah , read carefully la next time. Got hidden message inside one la !! =__________= play castle war lose jor then show me F5 and kick me aside. Haiz ... pity me !! FATED to lose to you every matches that i am going to play with you ... Only lose to you can get a F3. alamak betulll ...

Sei zai Bao xiao Wai, no need come back KL jo. Wont invite you join any party anymore. Cheh .. it is James birthday la, takkan u want all of us move the partee to Penang purposely for you ark, you the one should come back here. Zzz ... only one siao za po willing to move the whole party to Pg, thats your --- Suai GE~~~ !! SEe you Sei MM Sei . Better move your ass back to Subang. We counted your head in the party jo la. And bring back some boxes of Tau Sar Peng for me ark !! Long time never Jiao those nice nice Tau Sar Peng already. ngek ngek ngek .. help me 'WAT' wei lun buy me one box too. Wakaka ... im sure he is willing to treat me one. Tell him will go visit him next year when i got my trip to Pg. By that time baru treat him back. Or ask him crawl down to KL, we bring him go Kai Kai !! muahaha ... Xppp !!

I Miss You
=Alex To=
Thought i heard your voice yesterday
Then i turn around to Say
that i love you then i realise
thats just my mind playing trick on me
Its seem colder lately at night
and i try to sleep with the lights on
Everytime the phone ring
i Pray to GOd is you
i just cant believe
that were not true
I miss you
Thats no other way to say it
and i cant deny it
I miss you, its so easy to see
i miss you and me
Have we really change our mind
bout each other love
all the feeling that we used to share
i refused to believe
Wow .. listening to this music lately quite frequently (actually i just listen to Stuck On You and I Miss you , keep repeating this songs for almsot 1 month) then thought of stop the music and try to memorize out the feeling and lyrics hiding inside this song. Then ... Deng deng deng ... there it is ... hope it is at least 80% of the full item. At least , this is the song that i keep listening and holding the belief that i am really believing for all the while.
Harrrr chuuuuuuu .... morning again. is time to prepare my work as later got a meeting with smart network sdn bhd once i reach KL. And tuesday meeting with Air Asia plus wednesday (if we shall get the arrangement) meet with KingSoft Authorized dealer. Oh my oh my ... i love my life now !! But i am too desperately to see the results from the hard work i have invested all this while... Lets sit patiently and see the shows ... =)

AUTO - MO- BILE

MY DARLING WRV 8782


Hahah .. thou working now is pretty busy and tiring. But after finish my proposal and proposal and proposal again, and replying all the god damn mails. i choosed to blog again. Suddenly got the strong feeling for blogging. Sorry ya dad !! Dint call you in this morning as i promised one but really too busy la !! Dont angry me if you get to read this post. You know how much i love you and how hard i work-ing now in order to get the best deals for you.


Talking back to auto mobile, we called it CAR la!! dont care your lansi buruk car or sport car la or luxury car !! as long as got 4 wheels one okie liao !! now i mentioning and blogging bout 4 wheels one !! bukan those rempit guna 2 tayar punya !! ahem ahem .. come bak to topic ..


My dad used to tell me, boi ark when you go out work, when will you get enough money to buy me a car !! Really !! i dont know whether my old ojisan still remember what he requested from me or not !! If he tak ingat, thats the best point lo !! hohoho !! can save money what !! but i darn sure he will remember one !! Hmm .. thats why i trying to find a suitable model now for him. After a long period of choosing, i think get him a Camry should be nice. But my aunty next door is having a Camry now. So better dont use the car, later they will say we follow them. Then, think har think har and go youtube watch a lot of car performance and review, thinking of my dad is going to 60 soon. Volvo, Mercedes and BMW is more suitable for him. But check back to my piggy bank, is out of budget. Zzzz ... then gotta dig more into the car magazine.. Deng deng deng ... finally get on some nice car for my dad. Honda Accord. The new Honda Accord should be suit him. =. = but as what i knew .. for the premium Honda Accord 2.4 VTi-L (2.0 is just a crap la, the car so freaking fat still use 2.0CC only meh,how u want to accelerate it wor) the pricing is around RM172,800 . hmm, still fall within my budget.


Sob .. but if like that then i gonna wave good bye for my Audi A4 2.0T Quattro B8. Zzz .. my dream car for now !! But that silly Audi A4 B8 (comes with V8 engine) will cost around RM 268,000. Its Fxxxing Expensive leh. But every forthnight i am dreaming bout my lovely car. Hmm ... Zzzz, what to do !?!?! buy two cars one shot = killing me ! bcoz all what i earned will be invested in car. Buying one car alone still okay geh !! Think har think har .. force my dad take loan or force my silly brother pinjam loan better. Then i will take up the repayment responsibility !! hohoho ..

But yet still need to change my purchase to Mitsubishi Lancer X which will cost me around RM 120,000 ONLY ! =. = then now ma ngam already lor the budget. At first want to get Audi S4, around RM300k one. Now use RM300k budget get two cars. Win Win situation plus every parties are happy. = .=


okie .. here is my darling .. WRV 8782 !!! wakaka ... picture speaks a million !! see how nice is my car !! okay !! cut down the crap and go back to work is the SMARTEST CHOICE for now !!

The Source of Evil

Sorry to all my friends and family. Especially my sister and daddy. I love you all! sorry to make all of you worry me so much especially my dear sister and my daddy ! sorry for not picking up the phone oftenly. sometimes, i am really busy with my work. Sometimes i have a mood swing (ming kee said i am getting emo easily and love to lao gai nowadays), and sometimes i even could not get an answer for my problem making me so sick of my own brain.

Sorry for making you all worry me. But i will be fine. REally !! just give me some space and i will be fine !!

Hmm .. what am i so busy with and why am i so emo for? Busy with building up my pixel advertising business with TwoMAds.com. We have done a great job during PC FAIR. You guys can try search in any of the search engine, typing blog of TwoMADs. It can be sure beside the founders -- me n james , a lot more bloggers are starting to free blogging for us. Some with good comment - creative flyers , good passion , dare devil , charity ... bla bla bla . Some with bad comment - copy cat (are we really copy 100%) , wont success (how damn sure u know i wont success, loser. At least we do everything to make sure our business grow), no people know u (thats why we attend GEW and PC FAIR and a lot more fairs) and bla bla bla !! Emo because really wanted to make it success. Cant wait to see my project hit what is in our plan. We spend a lot of effort, time, patient and LOVE in TwoMAds.com project. Really want to see it flourish. And we strongly believe that TwoMAds.com will success right after the 10% we sold off. Just that the first 10% is so freaking hard to sell.

The evil making me dont answer my phone so frequent, dont meet friends so frequent even dont go out so frequent is my pixel advertising business dint fruitful yet. Sorry pals, papi-s and my dear dad and sis. I love you all. Just give me more time, i will make sure things go smooth and i will be the stupid and silly boi again. I dont mean to be sad all the while. Just tat really a lot work pressure me. I think this is the best test in my growth period.

Okay la !! going JB PC FAIR soon. Wish me all the best. And i dream about my Audi S4. LOLS ... dreaming also can dream out my dream car !! wakaka ... sure la ... S4 is just the beginning. A Lot more collection need to be collected by me. Kekeke ... =)

thanks for the console pals ... especially clubber ming , lols .. you are cute with the doggie mask. Really tum till me laugh !! :P give me la if you said tat is cheap. I want a mask too !!

Pixel Advertising

Have been come thru an article of how advertising should benefit those who want to engage with them. Actually, everyone do need advertising. It same goes to everyone need to do sales. But, when you ask most of your friends, they will start telling you that, we hate sales la.. dont ask me apply job thats related to sales one bah, i really dont know how to do sales one wor !! You see, this is the typical Malaysian answer. They normally will not think twice before answering you.

Actually all of us is doing sales everyday. For instance, when you go to apply job and having an interview, you are trying to promote yourself to the boss so that they will hire you. It is same goes to sales. You are SELLING yourself for the company. Why everyone need advertising. Simple! what will you do before posting your job application to the company?? Are you preparing a CV? Have you skip to send your CV before meeting any manager for an interview? The answer is NO. Improving your CV and make it looks more professional same goes with Advertising yourself. Your CV is your advertisement bout all of you. How you want people position you, how you want your target audience fall in love with you, its all need to be done with a perfect CV or i named it as ADVERTISEMENT bout yourself.

People said i start insane as i keep on chasing my dreams without knowing where is my boundary and limit. But they really dont know what m i capable of. They think we never made a good planning before taking action. But guess that they are all wrong. i have been went thru a lot with a good advisor leading me to become more outstanding than others for more than 1 year time. Have lots more teachers who love to help me whenever i want and guiding me throughout my road to pursue of DREAMS !

A lot people criticising why we never make a move to have a press release on my pixel advertising medium in order to public aware on us and we can ride on the vehicle to sell more of our pixels. Hey there strangers, thanks for your advice. But what you suggested for us is already within our planned before we started our business. Please do not under estimate the power of TwoMAds founders because both of us is using our brain to work, not using our mouth to work. We've been thru a lot of bad experiences. And we both are GEMs in the companies we served. Just that we both have our own dreams to go for, thats why we not planning to work for others for too long.

Actually i m a threat to all the staff in my company as they scared that i might rip them off in order to climb up to the upper management position. Even my boss is scared off my ability to outbeat their company. But no worry, i have my own way to go. Wont participate and create too many unnecessary platform to compete with the current markets. www.TwoMAds.com will only invent and participate in unique markets.

Just like what we are dealing now - Pixel Advertising starting in Malaysia. Its totally unique market for Malaysian. Okay .. less bull shit as i need to get back to work. :)

Joke of the day. Story of ABCDEFG and GFEDCBA

A Boy Can Do Everything For Gal ; WHILE ; Gal Forget Everything Done & Catches new Boy Again. What a good joke of the Day. Thats why nowadays more boys want to suicide after got dump by their girlfriends. Silly ACT.

Hmm... finally , what i waited for so long is worthy for my patient and time. i got what i want. Got back the thing i lost before. See, i know the 'problem' for problems is time. Thats why waiting and doing other thing to pass your time while u figuring solutions for your problem is the best way of solving your own problems. Lols .. sound complicated but thats my motto-motto !!

Yessss ... can see her back soon. Its not too long for me to wait for. :)

Too NEAR | Too FAR

Sometimes when we are too close on something, we would not cherish it !! We would not take care of it and we indirectly take things for granted.

Sometimes when we get closer to something, we would not see the whole picture of it. We cant even know how to describe the details of it.

And sometimes when you closer to something, you will get offended, get pressure, get annoyed, get disgrace and get disappointment from the target that you are going to.

But, i would not take things for granted as i have experienced lots from my life. I would not carelessly let go off things that is closer to me. Everything thats near me will not be treated as normal occation as i will cherish every little steps that i have made in order to get things closer to me.

I have my own dream to pursue. A dream that makes me giant in mental, dream that make me tougher when i see nightmare, dream that me stronger in everyway that i should be. People said that the crazy boi is starting to lost its lust of being joker; because this crazy boi is heading to the way that he should go instead of chasing other fake dreams. He saw his dream laying ahead of some moutains. By climbing over this few obstacles, shall he sees the best sun rise of the world.

Summary of Last week PC FAIR - KLCC PC FAIR iii 2008. www.TwoMAds.com is getting more attention from the public as the fair is going successfully if this is counted as in the awareness that we are wanted to get from the fair. But externally, the sales that we wished to have during this fair is far behind our planning. What to do? We are just one month old baby in the market. By having 120k hits per day and more than 2000 unique visitors for one month time, what do you expect more from www.TwoMAds.com ?? We got some feedbacks from the visitors, people will ask whether we got competitors or not in the market? The answer is : DEFINITELY YES. But could any of them take the steps that we are taking? Are they daring to tell the world what they are doing ? Do they dare to bring in some services to the public and show it out to the public in a fair ?? The answer is -- only MADNESS from www.TwoMAds.com dare to do so. No one have ever trying to exposed their own internet brand in big scale fair. For your information, www.TwoMAds.com joined 2008 GEW (Global Entrepreneur Week) during nov 2008 and getting more exposure to the market by joining Dec 2008 PC FAIR iii 2008.

Beside that, question as in how we differ from the Milliondollarhomepage, for such a question, i think that the visitors should go www.TwoMAds.com on the FAQ page and read it themselves. We add in a lot of value for our advertisers and visitors. We got Specific Top Ad Banner to display our advertisers company information comparing to the original ideas that is just purely an idea. And yet, we bring in more fun for everyone. And we not cheating the public by telling everyone we taking the money for studying, instead we be transparent by showing it out that we will donate part of the money for Charity. Proof will be showed in www.blog.twomads.com whenever any events are organising or joining by TwoMAds.

Once again, whats the benefit of advertising with TwoMADs? Thats simple, how on earth that ones can adopt a latest methodology to advertise one's brand by just using a very little money but for a longer and lasting chapter than any of the traditional way of advertising. Plus, pixel advertising from TwoMAds.com is just way too good for all of the advertisers because their brand might be viewed by MILLIONS of visitors in the future.

Song by Third MAd - Raqib: TwoMAds TwoMAds GOGOGO. TwoMAds TwoMAds kawanku! :)

pixel advertising is the latest way of making your brand a well known brand. More information please do drop by at www.twomads.com . Pixel Advertising Rocks!!

My Color


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The Freak within ME

arghhhh ... recently i have been very ill , super ill due to INSOMNIA. Really cant sleep much during night time. For a very simple thing i can think for more than 3 hours, yet i still cant get myself a good solution for it. Maybe i am too nervous for the coming road show. Really , i put a lot of hope, effort plus believe in my work. What makes me scared is because i have too HIGH or we called it OVER ESTIMATION AND HOPE on the result part of my road show. Really, i seldom felt with this strange tense for almost one and a half year - my ex-girlfriend broke up with me and she left to Sydney, Australia. Now, this killer tension is coming right after me again.

What so wrong for being so nervous for something that i cherish very very much right now?? How to make myself felt relieve?? Lavender scent candle? Music Box ?? Mr Claude Debussy magic? And whats more that i havent try yet?? I have tried millions of way to make myself felt relax. But i really cant make it. Im way too nervous for my own business right now. I think this is really what the old folks always said :Only you yourself will feel the pain within, no one does.

Okay i m trying to relax all the time. And trying to pray for the best even that i will only get a better thing.

Hmm .. one more freaking mind is killing me is ---i fall in love with a lesbian. Oh my gosh, i knew she is a lesbian when i first saw her. Soft voice, fair skin, caring towards the other female, and eyes are killing you softly by telling you -- dont mess around with me as you wont get me at all.
Hmm .. at the beginning , jsut having a wild guess she is lesbo ; come back home think for twice , third and fourth. Is better ask her friend to get the best answer . Gossshhh , what her friend told me is , ya , she is playing one kind with the other . =____________________= arghhhhh.. what a world la !! How come this kinda thing will happen.Both supposed to have a better life ahead but instead both turned into homo-sexual. Luckily the target i aiming is taking the girl role, it should not be a problem to lead her back into the correct path.

Pixel ad pixel ad TwoMAds TwoMAds, we rep for the MADness, we rep for the Advertising revolutionary. Stay tune and watch closely what is going to roll into Malaysia Advertising industry. . . . . .

a new ability

started to know why am i so foolish, it includes all the other human being in this world. Because they dont stay for long enough. they dint live for long enough in this world. They dint see what they are capable of, what they are forbidden from, and we are all just a dumb. Knowing why sometimes i am so souless, mindless, directionless -- this is because i dont live long enough and experience strong enough on my life. From now on, i want to live life to the max.

Being bad shape externally is not really always a bad choice. I love to be inner peace rather than cheating the whole world of being a good boy look and actually is a wild man inside. Puuiii ... puke !! Those who still pretending they are a good boi, welcome to the end of the world. We rulez among friends because we got the ability to do so. An ability that i figure out today. Really. Its an amazing power. No one is going to deny that.

But one thing for sure must be settled first - financial problem. If i aint making the way as i planned, personally i do not think that the ability will sustain for long until i see the financial freedom is coming the way towards me.

oh yea ... thanks for being so rajin all the way --- james. You deserved more than anyone do. Because u have surrended your soul and mind to TwoMAds. I knew we wont waste our effort this time, really !! Its not any other big game i have involved in before, this is special one . I felt that if we are going to bear with all this suffering for few more days, we shall see the project turn fruity.

i have a dream to own a house with the view of nature. but it seem like Kuala Lumpur is hardly for me to own one. Its time to move my ass back to hometown to get a piece of my very own home sweet home. Because i love to see the night view of the nature, listen the bird singing every little morning and enjoy the night breeze that come all the way from the moutain. Oh ya .. if you have been to kinabalu national park before, you should know what is the feeling i am going to write it out .

i dont read mind. but i read the body language. Thats my new ability. i cant tell why i can do this. This is like when i first meet my very first enemy, i knew she is those type of bitch that i going to hate, but i pretend it is nothing because i dun wan to create any misunderstanding between my Ex galfren and her frens. so everything still happened and i guessed my bet is right , the fella is a bitch. She spoiled part of my life. this is what we called fate, no one can change it. Second proof, i sense a friend that is deemed to half a mentally splitted sickness. I told the friends that are related in that incidents, everyone laugh me including my ex galfren, they said i m a fool and i think too much. But end up, they are surprise why m i the first one to get to know all this first. The girl is annabelle. Lols .. i really dont know why i can sense all this out when i really get into the matter. somehow or somewhat , i really can read part of their mind.

And it is like .. when i see my gang of friends, i knew they will help me along my ways, i know who is going to be my brothers all the way, who should i cherish and WHO is those coming all the way and wanna con the help from me. Or some say -- PIG AND DOG friends. really , i see it clear now. Thats why i m trying to avoid myself from them, because they really dont worth a penny. They will come ask for support when they felt like it. But do they really think back, when i going to ask for support, how many fxxking lame excuses have they gave me to avoid from the touch of topic. This is what we called life. Its better u give a lot and gain a bit if you a free from mind trouble. But we are still normal human being, we used to ask a lot , give a bit. Thats WE - HumaN.

Ya, how come i love to write a lot when i talk less. Duno la bro n sis , i jsut felt like i love to blog and write when i think the topic is on my mind. And oh yea .. i m not SAD any more. Because i see the one i really wanted to spend the rest of my life already. Thou is SD but no more available. Single but not available yet i am so despo !! LOLS ..

okie la .. for those who have the patients to read my blog without telling me to stop and putting more pic instead of words, i very appreciate your time spending on my blog and my life !!!

Okay okay .. later my sweetheart peggie is going to kill me for writing so much again. Lols .. i just dont want my blog looks so dead. Im not you .. suka suka then write .. suka suka then upload your pic !! LOLS .. we are going to meet in Pc Fair and have our lunch right ?? i wont laugh at your height this time, promised !!

Report in | Visit TwoMAds at Pc Fair 2008

hmm .. i have been discussing , mentioning , promoting and acknowledging my TwoMAds.com for quite a time. But i guess, not many of you knew what is really bout on TwoMAds.com. Okay .. lets brief you guys whats is really happening and whats TwoMAds.com doing.

TwoMAds.com founded by two partners - thats me and my another 6 based friend James. We strongly believe that pixel advertising is still working for many of us. So, we both created TwoMAds.com. Pixel is what? okay , basically when we turn on our monitor, what we saw , read , exposed on is making up by millions or trillions of pixels. Wow.. so how are we going to advertise with the mean of PIXELS. Hmm , then you guys should enter blog.twomads.com or www.twomads.com for more information lo!

Then is nothing fun with it what since we just want to make money from advertising industry. Nononononono .. you guys, no matter you are an advertiser, a passer-by, a viewer, a LEPAK-er and anybody, you guys stand a chance to win away good prizes from TwoMAds.com. Just join in as members and answer those questions monthly then you will stand a chance to win away a lot fabulous prizes. =) thats simple , no gimmick !!

And TwoMAds.com is going to have his road show during Pc Fair 2008. So, just walk in and visit us that day . Details below :

KLCC 12th - 14th DEC (Kuala Lumpur)
19th - 21st DEC (Johor Bahru)

Ipoh area we still deciding whether we should go or not since we get to know that the traffic over there is not so optimistic, so there is basically 2 areas we are confirmed to have a road show there. And oh ya, we might fly to Sabah too for road show. More details will be uploading here.