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Part 2



This is the reason why i wan become bad guy !! Read all the chinese words carefully !! you will get the meaning !! (n_n) and i got a lot of the characteristics of BAD GUY, i am proud of it !!

my mood is now turning to EMO for the past 1 hour !! my emotion is losing control !! they own me really well !! because my ex has a chat with me !! a chat which we both retrieve what we believe and what have we hide in the heart for so long !! she will put the blame on me , i will put the blame on her !! is that normal ?? hell yea , i knew this is a normal thing when u get quarrel with others !! but i dont expect that i losing control on emotion this time , i thought i am steady after all this turbulence period !! What the FxxK!! i am still that incontrollable by myself !! simple term - i am still insane for what i have experienced !! and hell yea , i was like Bracer gal , i trying to fix the broken relationship before , but what i have get back is --- nonono , and she is own by others now !!

aiyoyoy ... if we are over now , please be more cruel to me !! dont put any sympathy on me !! you will just make my heart lembut one more time , and perhaps stab a knife on my heart again !! as bracer gal told me , we really not sure what we want for , relationship , relying , love , sympathy , pass time wif the partner , fill up loneliness or what is the freaking thing i keep searching in my so call TRUE LOVE-ed (ed stand for the Ex , and true stand for the one i love most) !!i really have no idea on what i still searching for !! Thats why , i beg that either we are together to build a new road again or you can frankly spill out the Fxxxing word in front of me , ask me piss off !! oh yea .. it sound so teruk in my mind now right ?? actually i not sure what have i done for the past 1 hour chat with u !! but i knew i told u all the right and truth lay within me !! And yea .. you dont want me mention bout one of my friend , i wont do that , i am the type of keeping my words !! p/s: the one behind that you asking is GAN SU EE !! Among all my friends , who dont know i fucking hate her , who dont know i want to curse her die Kao kao , who dont know i will bang her if i got the chance !! Everybody knows it !! You got the clue too , just that you want confirmation right , here is the answer !! No need help her sweet talk in front of me anymore , poh poh also no need do so , because i have blacklisted it for once , they will never been wrote off from my book !!

Okie .. being a bad guy is in the sense of out look !! Not within the heart and mind !! Hmm .. you guys define me Punk last time with the 'Mo-Hawk- style with guywayne !! 'Jin' as i always tease all those innocents , 'Yam' when i gossip all the girls i saw , Bad when i really dare to do something extraordinary (this one should keep close to friends only , public no need to know what i mean by extraordinary , and yes , breaking gal's heart with intention can be counted as Extraordinary too) !! And yeah .. one more big Char of ME , BBK - Big Bomb King , aiyo , this is not bull shit sometime , this is knowledge , if you wan to say i bull shit , then why you guys damn agree with my points most of the time ?? I bull shit because i got knowledge !! Tak see other people can talk a lot like me ?? Even they can talk a lot , will they dare to publicly criticise and speak like me ?? no , because they are Chicken !! =) whatever you want to describe me , as long as friends of mine know what is the true AlexlyNn they knew , i am bad when times come , i can be a good guy when the this is necessary !! i am so called FLEXIBLE !!

Ahem ahem ahem ... you want me stand up for u when u get bully by him , no problem !! I will teach him a lesson if he dare to do so !! As what i have planned for so long !! =)

Deng deng deng ... yeap yeap !! no need to guess !!! because i dont do such kind of notice in my blog if there is no big news !! yea ... my soul is ripped by someone special lately !! why ?? because i think she can tame me , i think she can stand by me when i m down , i think she is the right replacement for the vacancy left empty in my heart , and yea , she got bracer before + she got a 'Cheong Pak Chi' voice oo(^.^*)oo i love all of the things i found out myself !! But yet , still a lot of things need to be discovered !!

B|L|U|R

i should write something bout my life complaint or enjoyment , i mean usually i do that !! But .. today i think i need to change a bit !! Firstly , ya la sook huay , i never cover any secret k ?? see i show you the sms i recieve from her !! But u hor , different lor .. joe joe msg u , david sit beside u .... (^.^*)v so daring o u , later david go back home cry then you know !! Xp


Eeeekkk ... back to business ... Wua , i never wonder the so called Snow White by me will oioi on 4am in the morning lor !! Lols .. and we have a long conversation over the line !! :) Feel so good !! But heart feeeling dammmmm guilty !! Because she using her sleeping time to call me so late !! Somemore tomolo got a 8am class !! o(><#)oo er, no choice jo , lets go sook huay , friday we go Pc Fair scout for this snow white !! LoLs ... But i think you drive me there plus u go hang kai wif my best brother (ur suai ge) , then the scouting part let me do it myself !! LoLs .. XD !!

And dont think too much la sometimes !! Every of my friends do think a lot every time !! Only James are the same of a kind like me !! We think less !! Do more plus talk more !! This is better right ?? Because keep thinking kenot solve any problem !! U must try it , face it in reality baru you can see which are the best soutions available on ur problem !! And how are you goin to execute all this solution to overcome the problem in ur life !! #(@@!)# sound like i am some sort of GURU in encouraging people life !! no no no !! i am the one who experienced a lot in the down time of everything (relationship . career . friendship . life) So , i do feel what you are feeling too !!


What if one day you guys find out that the talkactive , 'mou lei tao' alexlynn never wanted to talk much already !! Did it give out a feeling of strange ?? I personally felt yes lor ! SEe my botak wai also knew , he seldom talked one , but dont know he comes near me too frequent or go bak hometown influence by others , now he love to 'zat' people !! Love to tease others like no body business !! XD .. i am glad you're joining my community jor ! in order to acknowledge your courage in participating this community , here are the prizes available : sook huay , 'ban mui' , or sook huay's upstair gal (the one 'liok' other boys $$$ one) !! choose la choose la !! no need shy shy one , the remaining one can give pervert Siang !! Xp

d(=.=!)p oh yea , she noticed that i am a night ghost!! Blogging on mid-night !! Sleeping in the morning !! What kind of hell life i am having now !! Better dont let my parents know !! If not , GG.com.my/HaiLat to me !! My dad is going to nag me from monday to sunday !! My mom is going to shoot me from morning till mid night !! Lols .. Yeayea ... i should practise a more balance + normal + healthy lifestyle !!!

sppokkkky spooooky !! Month of HANTU is coming !! so , all of my friends , please be a good bois and good gals , stay at home more oftern until 15 aug , because until that time the Door of Doom will close then we wont follow by those hungry ghost that come out for FOOD o slacking !!! Xp ... who say ghost never slack , they do exist one leh !! i strongly believe it !! oo(T___T)oo thats the reason why i so scared sleeping alone in the room !! I need a girlfriend urgently !! At least she can calm my mind with her sexy , sweet and cool voice !! ngek ngek ngek ... job also can post for vacancy offer !! i need to copy from others , i want upload GF Vacancy post !! >.> later tak ada gal apply i ma 'sia sui' !! (Z.z) xiao wai , help me plan it and write it in words document and send to me !!! Xp !! Those rejected by me one you and chi gor siang can choose it !! =)

Oh yea , i want to become a BAD GUY !! [to be continue .... ]

Tired Day

Why so serious? Become my ah sei also kenot shwo this geram face one ark !!

Self shot Xp !! nothing to do while on the way to Yuen Restaurant !
Oi wayne,ur bad idea la !! ask me shot the other gal lady , where can take it la ... she is Ferrari engine lar ... =.= ur 'si kiu' kenot work !! Zzzz....
This is SS15 traffic @ 645pm !! Teruknya , lucky got an expert driver !! If not , we are going to stuck in the jam for more than half an hour !!
Deng deng deng ... here i come !! Yuen , i come , i see , i conquer !! Muahaha ...XD
Tidy and clean before we start our MAKAN spree !!
Monyet James , late comer !! Still dare shake ur ass slow slow walk up to the restaurant !! Z.z , late jor then should move ur ass faster la !! You want make me faint in the restaurant is it ??
Left : James's Sister (Ying Jiet) << a super baka girl , but love to 'zat' me max lor !! =.=' i never bully you leh !! And yeah , the girl in white is Jolin Tsai , lols ... See her face , kenot wait to makan all those food !!
O.o how come my place so clean after filling my stomach with so much food !! The left hand side is that dirty wayne place !! Haiz , so old jor , but still eat like a kid , make the place dirty !! Xp
Hahaha .. suddenly wanted to go for steamboat buffet , so we choosed YUEN for the dinner !! Sorry ark sook huay , never invite u along since ur 'suai ge' got came for the dinner too !! Want blame then blame Jolin Tsai or Mr James !! He never called you since he is the one usually contact you !! Hahaha ... we have lots of funny chat during this small gathering !! and i officially got one leng d , my monyet Ying Jiet Xp !! got the same ears as mine still want deny it !! Zzz , ur brother also wont side you this time !! wakaka !! huh , this is so weird that the famous chicken wing no one rampas this time !! =.=' but i ate 2 pieces the taste is still the same !! how come no one rampas it ??!! Ang huey Shan ... you dare make Tom Yam on my face while i enjoying my 'lai niu har' , sob !! somemore my white shirt dirty jo (T___T) !! But you take me ice-cream right ?? Haha .. so i forgive you la !! since u so good , bring nice flavour ice-cream for me !! XD wakaka !!
Oh .. you dont like Mickey ! Spongebob also not in the list !! Hmm ... so a clown is a good thing right ?? But not the Joker Clown who is in the Batman series !! (^__^) i am not night ghost , just that my clock within my heart not yet tune back to the normal one !! [>___>] will try to sleep early lar , no worry !! Xp
Sook huay is 'da hung hua' , she quoted ' i love to walk in the rain because no one can see me cry' !! Lols .. sook huay , u make it already !! U got ur first love jor !! Lols .. XD . !! no worry , just follow the way i taught you just now in the mamak , go to some lorong and do the steps i teached you , sure you will find ur future there Xp !! But seem like David damn 'kan cheong' you lor !! He kept an eye on you while you gone to Kenneth table !! Lols ... After 21 and a half years of waiting , you will be owned by somebody !! =) i ready Red Wine celebrate with you !! (James your wine not yet drink right ? take it out celebrate sook huay got new boyfriend)
Yawn ... its time for bed !! And yeah .. Chi gor Siang , you want become Pervert is it !!?? But i wont join you lor Xp !! I am Good Boi !! Wakaka .. plus i am single now but not available !! Soul + Heart ripped and owned by some body already !! (^^,) so, you can bring Wai go out lepak without me lar !! i want stay at home become good boi Xp !!


GOOD DAY AGAIN

=.= must wear my glasses while using computer !! if not , will become a real 4 ngan zai soon !! Xp .. macam the guo lan ah pek , wear glasses jo lu !! Xp ...
hmm .. how is the feeling of piercing one ball in the tounge ?? Ah pek , can you describe and let me know ark ??

Zzz ... wen siang , you are not out of date la !! at least you know i super hate black skin one !! and you knew that she is that botak zai friend !! =.=' and i am not going back to the old house la !! The met met i mentioned during our yam cha session is the other one la !! My friend promised to pass me her met met once she fly back Mas !! Since she dont want it already , so i help her keep first lo !! Lols .. my teddy is going to be very good friend with her met met !! LOls .. and you're the only pervert , i with guywayne is a good boy !! =.= you own ur novvi or vinno d , whatever she is , you got one already !! but we both still having our single and available days leh , so , we decide not to let you know Xp !! And yeah ... dont want to fool you around jo la , Tommy never said we go club on his party , that one i cheat you only !! wakaka .. no need go back home hug pillow and sob in the room o !! we are best friend right ? sure will invite you to parteeeee then i attend !! but if you get MTV ticket , tolong la angkat 2 more , for me and the botak kia !! =)

Feeling so good when she tell me , i going to name a new nick after your hair grown long !! She read all my blog !! Lols .. i thought she will faint when saw a lot of words !! But , she still manage to finish it !! Applause for you !! =) Hmm .. okie .. i tried to keep my blog short !! thats why starting to camwhore and upload pic in every blog post !! Zzzz ... dont scared la !! you can make new friend in your job place !! They are all friendly stuff over there !! But bear in mind , your kaki will patah since you gotta stand there for almost 10 hours per day !! Lols .. so, i am ready to listen your complaint d !! XD wakaka !! and yea ... you owe me stories !! wakaka .. okie la .. no more other custome in the dream !! I will wear like a mickey mouse like i promised !! (^____^)

SPECIAL EDITION

hmm .. i have updated my song !! =) one of my favourite songs !! In case you cannot load properly in youtube.com , here you go !! can enjoy listening it here !! And yeah , you owe me one slice of pandan cake !! XD ...

Ok lets start the special edition on my blog : This is the story based on me !! How i live without her for the past 13months !! How i suffered after i get to know i am given a notice that will be fired away and how i crushed myself down in a pathetic way !!

Stories began since 5 years ago, we began our couple and sweetest fairy tales life for almost 3 and a half years !! everything went smooth as usual !! i promised to guard her life no matter what happened !! and , we have some argument sometimes as we staying together , there is a definitely happened things in every couple life as she showed me her true color and i will show out what i belong to !! But after all , we apologized to each other and pass our life happily !! Rainbow not always show out after raining ; good luck is not always beside me thou i got lucky charm !! Last July, she went to Sydney for her further studies !! OMG , do anyone really believe in long term relationship ?? For me, i really believe it as i am confident that nothing will happen to bring away the bond we have created during the past 3 years !! But , as what i said, no one is going to be lucky forever !! Yeap , she is kinda good to me !! Wait till the very good timing baru dumping me !! She waited till i passed my uni last paper over and text me that we are over !! and no one or anything can recover the feeling that we used to have !! Omg .. this is sorry to me , but i am not sorry to her !! Because the problem is she lost the feeling that i used to have with her !! *and i strongly believe that there is someone behind making this kind of things happened as before she flew to Sydney , that biatch is really summoning some spell to brain wash her* !! Okie okie .. so , the nightmare begins !! Oh gosh ... i drink , drank , drunk in order to immobilize my thinking !! Yea yea ... club is the only way can release all the tension , anger and unhappiness !! (Thanks botak , michelle , youth , wei jen , james, william and a lot more who encouraing me during the journey of unhappiness and darkness)

For the first 6 months which my life without her , i really think that the world is over !! my plan is fail since i fail to plan !! and i got the thought of being some rubbish and doing nothing beside paralyze myself with alcohol since i lost an important person in my life !! everyday , i repeated my activity that is really shameful to my parents , sleeping , drinking , sleeping , drinking ........ !! What else i contributed to this world ?? nothing beside crying every night while i was in the room !! Hmm .. the feeling of being alone after switch off the light , no one can listen my grief and no one can understand how sad i felt !! Crying also useless !! Eyes turning red everyday because of this heartbroken thing happened to me !! Oh yeah , the best part is , after crying , i still feel energitic and want to continue for second round of sobbing !!! I thinked this should be the Most Terrible thing That happen to a MAN !! Yeah yeah ... the most so haiz thing not yet over !! AFter i accept what is so called FATE !! My mind is calm down after this first 6 months of torturing !! Yea .. once my gang told me : Alex , you really scared no pussy let you fuck ark ?? You not 八俩金, see how smart are you when you not crying !! Oh yea , and you got the advantage , you are so ambitious and have the brain to do things , now you are not the one losing something important , it might be the other way round !! Lets think if you success within the next 2 years , she will be regretted for kicking ur ass out of the kingdom !! (Thanks hung hung , calling from so far to peace my mind !!) . Hahahah ... XD ... i am so relieve after getting a lot support from all of my friends !! And now , i am on my way to a better life !! i am just like a new leaf !! And Wei Jen said : Tomorrow is always filled with hope !! yeah yeah .. tomorrow is a better day !!

p/s: Thou i am not sad anymore , but frankly , i still feel so piss off after i get to know that she is getting along with guy which is much much lower ranking than me !! Lols .. if you both soi zai and soi mui never tell me , wakaka .. i will never compare myself and him lor !! lols .. obviously, i am Ben-ci , he is Bus-ci !! Xp ...

This is shortest version how i felt about my EX !! And yeah ... we can be a best friend in the future !! =) Oh , sure a lot people after reading this will ask , why har alex posting this kind of thing !! Hmm ... since i promised someone i will tell her how i felt about my ex 2 days ago , so i think the best solution is i post it here , she can read it , and all of my friends can know what is really happening to me !! and yeah ... my houseline is sucks to the max !! If i never reply any of ur msn msg , please dont think i am lan ci or hidung tinggi , because my msn sot sot !! Er ... in other term , house internet line is CHEAP !! (T____T)

HAPPY DAYZ

Lols ... finally wait till her online and have a happy conversation with her !! Oh right , promise to tell you how pathetic my life is without her right ? will post a special edition soon !! Oh yea ... and i got your number !! Lols .. relax , even i free also wont call you !! Lols .. but u can text me to kill off ur boredoom !!! Xp

Alamak ... this sunway Youth Event , really sucks to the max !! What lar KDU Taylors and Monash all participating on it !! What a lousy event i have ever been !! Show girl only 2 !! Some more is those scary ghost type !! Zzzzz .... want to go see car one , mana tahu the car park like a parking area !! this is what type of car show event ark !! Z.z .... oioi at home better !!

Okie la .. just found out that JunJun also collect teddy bear ark !! Lets bring ur teddy family and come to fight with mine !! Xp ... And the cactus your mum collecting one is really really awesome !! More than 20 types of cactus right ?? Hmm , want to buy some breeding cactus from you , because botak zai cactus mati jor , buy him a new plant better !! Lols ... =D

hmm ... 3am now , JAmes force me to sleep early !! tomorrow going to bring me the warranty card, box , flyers and my present from Bangkok !! If you forget again , your Hilux is going to be scarthed by FEELING teeth !! LOLS ... Xp .... Okie la ... here i come , teddy bear !!

Today wishes : Hope all of my friends live happily everyday !! All got a good and healthy life !! Ah- Men !!!

TARGET NOT ACHIEVE

DEng deng deng, lets crosscheck my plan and the actual work i have done ... fully concentrated on my work now !!
Opppss ... reply my msg @ friendster first , very very important msg !! Ya o , we are going to use Msn As our communicator right ??? Since you dislike long sentence !! Xp
Alamak ... Actual work not equal to my plan , this time can die lor !! Hujung bulan jor leh ... how to reach my goal la , haiz .. going to die soon ..... X.x
Let's think again what else contingency plan can save my ass from this mess ....
Sigh ... life is always so sucks for me during this few months !! Never see a sun shine before , always hide me in the dark ... T____T
Unbelieveable SUX result , close my eyes from the result i have achieved !! No eyes see it !!

Never said DIE !! Tomorrow is always filled with HOPE !!! I will put in more effort in order to achieve my target & goals !!!
Phew .. finally today i went to visit Chin Siang !! Wua .. the journey to SJMC is sooooooo freak me out !! We arrived there in South Hall !! Wei Jen got the room number right but in case of mistaken , he asked us to call chin siang to crosscheck the room number !! So , James called him to get the room number again !! Ta - Da ... 535 is what James heard from the conversation !! But when we went into that department , the nurse told us that 535 is never occupied and the 535 department there is very dark + cold + special door to guard there !! (>_____<) !! We are so scared and stun right after we listened that there is no such patient in that room !! We thought that we called a dead body and he lead us to hospital !!! Somemore now is almost near to the month of 7 !! sobs ... luckily the nurse double checked for us and told us that he is placed in room 575 which is at the East Hall !! @#$$% what la you James , listen also can listen wrongly !! you want scared till our big boss pee on his pant is it !!
Lols .. we took the bridge that located @ First Floor that will link to East Hall !! The path to find His room is filled with our laughter !! wei JEn , u are the man !! Lols ... walking like a WHITE CHIQ plus want to act like assassin before entering the room !! The best part is you taking a FAKE ID to Scan the DOOR !! LOLS .. damn funny la your move !! Wakaka .... XD a best day for us to kill our bored !!! Good things never persist for long time after hearing what Chin Siang told us !! It was so disgusting bout the experience on how doctor pierce and wrap your PEnis and suck the blood out from your brain !! IT is really DISGUSTING AND SCARY !!! T____T *sobs* no worry big boy , after you recover , you with our big boss will go honey moon to China !! Xp !!
p/s: Take good care of your health too weak gal !! Eat more fruits la !! Oh , and drink more warm water !! LOLS ... go search it yourself the fruitsssss , dont wait till people served it for you !! Zzzz .....

BEAR & ME

Headache when i see out that my this month target is not reach and July is almost end !!! Haiz ...how to achieve my goal la if keep on bearing this type of condition go out fight !! (Zzzz ..after bath the hair looks like durian)
Woot ... my favourite bear - xiong xiong !! Say Ko-ni-ka in front of me !! Lets have a mwaks =3
Zzzz ... She dont like my kissing !! She thinks that a mwaks on my face is better !! X.x ,silly bear .. tonight u gotta oioi with the rest of the gang !! Dont come and take your pillow near me !!!


Goodbye !-ReNe , you're back to Sydney !! all da best over there !! ZZzzz .. what la keep contact thru Msn !! You hidung tinggi , tak mahu layan orang pun when you are on the line !! *Sob* Somemore that day tipu my breakfast ark , you're late and you supposed to treat me a meal right !! Zzzz ... betting with you is the most silly act i do for that day !! because you will never lose after all !! =.='

Special Edition for the Special One:
Aiyo how to describe ONEs since i never really goes into your life !!?? But , like what i said , from the picture and the conversation we took before , Here's the 2 words for YOU --- Friendly + Adorable !!! Oh , in other term - FAIRY !! Yeah , the fairy that little girls super suka one , the one got wing , and having a magic wand on their hands !! Yeap , thats the feeling right now i having on you !!
HAhaha .. XD sooner or later when you show the true color , that time i think must edit a bit the impression you left to me lor !! (^_____^) Okie , i trying to keep it as short as possible !! because you are going to complaint that ther is lots of words !!

And Ta--Da for Kenny !! Happy birthday ark big man !! YOu are my lawyer !! Faster get your license , i want to sue a lot of people !! First , is the silly landlord who is trying to fool me around !! Second is some bastard who has stole my piece of heart and Third , the future idiot who come to mess with me !!! Shabu Shabu ark KEnny , i dont feel like eating leh !! because i have lost my appetite for 2 days !! Dont have the feeling to eat nice food recently !! Oh yea , and Eriko is not going for your party !! Hope my BIG BOSS got notice this blue color of words so that he will know it !! If not , he putih putih go there and you are going to be the boy get torture by him !! Xp .. you Shud give him a call and greet him plus tell him in advance that Eriko is not going !! I go tell him later i kena lar !! kekeke ...

BLANK


buu .. finally can online properly !! Oh my Gosh ... housemate crazily downloading this few days !! Really got so many things for them to download ??? Sigh !!


Exhausted on todays programme !! Running here and there !!! Plus sleep for less than 3 hours then went for one meeting !! (^__________^) but really learn a lot from the meeting !! muahaha ... Photon photon here i come , you stay there , i fix you ; money money here you go , bank are there , you hide there , i press you out ! Xp ....


Er .. Surprising leh James , we have our breakfast with somebody that i told you i will never contact with again !! Lols .. i also dont know why i will go out sparing our time breakfast together !! i should leave X alone so that i can concentrate on things i have plan plus i will clear up my mind right ?? But , today my mood change a lot , change in terms of recovered a lot !! Not that pathetic , not that live for vengence and i am really happy that we can sit down and talk like usual !! Aiyo , maybe botak is right la !! If Y is in the hospital , i should pay a visit lor !! Lols ... Since the fella 得罪人多,称呼人少! Somemore is a Class P standard compare with my CLass Distinciton !! No need fight and compare , the result is obvious !! Audi TT is better than Fairlady Z in term of outlook , engine + PRICE !! Im TT , He is Z , so ... obviously i wont have a good expectation on it lor (JAmes do i answer your morning question ?? )


Oh .. Miss Weak said i complaint too much in the blog !! She will only browse thru when she is patient enough + free !! So , i want simplify some of my blog !! I want to Put a picture like what she usually do in hers !! =3 here you go on the top , a nice wallpaper to show with readers here !! Oh yea .. this is provided by Mushroom , Thanks to her !! (^___^)v

1239AM

Hahaha ... just went for Movie - HellBoy 2 , Golden Army @ Sunway Pyramid !! Hmm , the show is not so good as my expectation for it is very very high !!! haha .. but , a super phrase from the show .' For the World , Here I Come' haha ... what a good phrase !! hmm , dont know when can i use this phrase !! hope the time is coming soooooooon !!

thou it have nothing big news happen to me , but tonight something really happened on me !! Something good is going to happen soon tomorrow !! So , there story will continue tomorrow after i go explore what is the so called GOOD thing that will happen to me !! Sigh ... tomorrow got an early appointment and meeting with my ADVISOR AND BOSS !!! Tonight forced to go bed early by my handsome partner !!

Hahaha ... suddenly mood really become BEST MODE !! Hope there is really dawn comng to my life !! Because i sick of living in the dark !! So cold .... (>.<)

Okie ... pukul 1 pagi dah ni !! Its time to say Jya Neh to my computer !!

22JULY08


Wow ... Pictures speak a million words !! Lets see this sor chai face , can guess what my mood is in right ?? Omg ... how come the backlight cover part of my forehead !! silly room's light !! ishhh ... O.o new friends asking to see my face , because they cant see clearly from my profile picture how i looks like !!! deng deng deng .... this is how i look like !!
Yeap yeap ... big ears , funny face , rabbit fingers , mohawk hair style and my secret weapon -- big n round tummy !! Lols ....
Today really a miserable day !! plan to wake up early and do my stuff !! mana tahu sleep till noon time just got my ass up from my lovely and comfortable bed !! (=____=) i am the one consider very good !! botak zai more worst than me , never call him den he will sleep till very late until sun burn his ass !! Lols ... we went for the famous Pork Mee soup !! Wow , lucky still on time , as our order is almost the last call !! They are packing to go back !!
huh ... talking bout my partner James , he more terrible !! Oioi till so late baru wake up !! >.> what eye and emotion you want me to show you ark boss !! so late baru wake up , how to go out do our things wor !! I knew one lar .. your darling just back , sure you busy making a third life in your room right !! ngek ngek .. okay okay , Iii Iii Sir , understand , wont disturb your sweet life !! Wakakaka ... But thanks wor , you really making out the perfect layout !! I view the layout u done one really good and better than the one Pole first time did for us one !! ?Haha ... it seems more professional in design plus more attracting !! Because our own Logo become smaller in size and there is more neat in the space arrangement !! wakaka !! ITs time to throw your darling old Panasonic phone lar Mr !!! always make me go to your Voiice Mail box !! Zzzzz .. sien with it !! =) oh yea ... This Friday we gotta go finalise with Pole , dont forget yo !!

BE !PATIENT!

Aiyo ... now then i really knows things change hardly !! it takes time to see things change !! so , whatever i have and seem to be so easy to do one , really , it involves a lot of party , a lot of feeling , a lot of effort in order to see the changes on it !! The things i building for weeks is not a simple task as what we have plan , we see obstacles during the process , we see new ideas during the building , and yet we learnt to be teamwork plus trusting each other during the period of fortune building !! Thanks for coming in my life and lending a hand for me to build my career , and thanks to be a real friend to me !! (^____^) happy to have such a nice partner plus friend plus listener !!!
Aiyo again , i knew that its not me but it you that you have lost the feeling once you felt about me !! What la friends , i really relieved a lot already now !! The world wont end because of my bad experience , the sun will circle the universe without the globe !! And i will stand up as a player after the lose !! i am consider lucky in those do or die game !! Because a lot more others out there in the same city suffer more damage than me !! A Girl keep drunk because of her stupid boyfren , Lols .. i want to keep drunk also hard !! keep drunk = burning my $$$$ away !! But , i do enjoy during the club times , especially with my botak zai , my Robin Youth , my partner kia James , and never forget my big boss Wei Jen !! huh .. the list is not ending yet , Wen Siang also got big contribution during my down time because he was trying to make me drunk too and showing me some new models to pick for , but at last he always take back all the offering because he is the one always , tak ada LUI lar ... XP , chi gor Siang !! Hmmm .... oh ya , thanks for Butterfly lurver Michelle too , you really gave me a lot lesson Plus advice after my break up !! Aiyo .. u are my Si Fuuu too !! Lols ...
Hmm .. haha ..a senior told me , be patient to see things changes , you want them to be differ in such a short time , will it be possible ?? Think bak carefully ,it is really not that simple , i must work hard , put more effort , and accompany all these things with patient in order to get the similar results that i seek for !! Nothing will change if i sit down and dream !! OH yesss my dear Senior ... u light up my life one more time !!
Deng deng deng ... still complaining my Blog full of words ??? Hmm ... if you reading now , you might see , my thousands of words = 1 of ur picture only !! because ur pictures really speaks a lot !! You are not that sad after all , the picture is showing you that you are enjoying your life now !! Xp .... Dun SAD ... the Life will be wonderful and fill with rainbow after a big big RAIN !! And concentrate on your studies lar ... alamak betul , all the picture is taken in the club , still dare say out there want to stop clubbing ark , now every pic showing you as a frequent clubber !! =S ur parents are worrying you lar !!! But , club is good , dont get drunk then everything is alright !!
Botak zai ... finally you are back !! Wua .. geng ark , you balik one day only , we go mamak for almost 3 hours ark ?? ngek ngek ngek ... Canai 15 nice leh !! see , i never bring you go wrong place !! Kekekeke .... And dont always 'fat mou' in your room la ... fsater go out find things to do .. Your Wennabelle got boyfren jor lu ... wakakaka XD .. u this noob still a 光棍 !! Dai Sei .. she pit you now , officially own a new BEckham .. you are no more her ERIC !! yeap o .. she holding the new 69 hands so tight just now , scared that you never noticed she got a new ERIC !! Xp ...
Bububububu ... nei mm lai ark my hsemate alexxe , you dont believe my mouth can load with alot water , then i need to show you lor .. spitting it twice to you .. some more so near range , sure kena you one la right bruddddder !! wakakaka ... Xp .. dont always game and movie lar .. everytime asking me how to earn money and want to start your own thing , but pandai cakap , tak pandai action !! Take up some initiative , ACTION lar Bang ... if not , u wait for durian runtuh meh , nothing will drop for you if you never work hard to get it !! Get yours Ass up and start working la lazy bum . Everything can forget do , but Texting and calling your Ah Sam you will be never late plus never forget , calling your lao po always on time , nia ma you , if you do work also will have the good initiative like calling your Ah Sam , you will be a very very very Successful person jor !! If not , you are like the opponent said , why today very alot ma9fan people one !! XD wakakaka !!
p/s: thanks for the invitation wor Peggie !! Lols ... been trying to log in for few weeks , but could not do it !! =___= u solved my problem !! hehe !!!

[NORMAL] life

Been falling in love with someone recently !! Thats mua baby nephew !! XD ... naughty him , everyday at least 1 call to me !! Thou he still cant speak , but the sound laughing and baby language seem like calling . uncle , when are u bak ?? dont forget buy me prezzie !! (=___=) what a notti nephew !! but dam love him !! His brain like antenna , will kick his mama every time before my call reach my sister cell !! This is so amazing ... My whole family members are stun with his foresee ability !! But he is just stuck with my call , whenever i call my sister , he the first one will notice it and keep kicking my sister right before the cell of my sister display my name !!

LOLS ... why r such a bad ass still deserve good protection ?? she really makes a lot people hate her !! but you told me that she never betray you and will care you whenever you are in trouble ?? Lols .. if she dont care you , how can she get a nice prezzie when some big days come , when you come back from sydney , and when her birthday is right around the corner !! PohPoh ark , this world really have alot selfish + villaint + betrayers !! You must take care yourself la !! She might not hurting you , but she really disappointed many of the friends around you !! Not only me , perhaps your boi is one of the victim too !! This is a sensitive topic , thats why i never mention in front of him !! no worry , i am god dam sure he wont browse thru this page too !! even he will stop by here , he wont catch what i wanna say !! (Z____Z) please dont help her to cover her faulty anymore , dont help her talk good things in front of me , i have gave her enough chances to prove me that i misjudge her !! But she really pass up a bad result to me ! She dont deserve our caring , at least we just treat her as Hi-Bye friend !! Oh yea ... you macam sangat free ark ?? but personal message there so sad !! aiyo , any problem can submit here la !! Gor Gor here will help u Settle Xp !!

Hmm .. dont know any of our friends here still remember the chubby guy , Chin Siang , study Taylors Business Foundation with us one !! If i am not mistaken , he is in CLass 1.1 , same with Eulynza , Alwayne they all one !! Genius always been fool by GOD !! He is really a true Genius !! A very talented plus young entrepreneur among us !! Doing some importing of goods from China and wholeselling in Malacca , and recently manufacturing his own brand of nail painter !! But .. He is admitted into SJMC recently due to the sickness or so call side effect from last operation !! Hmm .. hope that he is not that ill and perhaps he will recover in few months time !! GOD BLESS YOU CHIN SIANG and Ahmen !! Tomorrow i go visit you =) , anyone wanna join ? Drop me a text or call so that i can arrange the group !! d(O____O)p

ARggggghhhh .. her photo is really killing me !! (^^,)v so attracting plus adorable plus cute plus a lot more that cannot be stop mentioning here !! huh .. stranger are not allow in your BLOG ?? No worry ... the statistic is a sign of popularity !! More numbers + more strangers mean that you can dig some gold from your blog !! just leave out some space for Advertisement then it is sure that you will earn a lot !!

Botak ,you bak to Kuala Lumpur jo ?? Lets go YZ !!! ngek ngek ngek ... = . ='' or you busy cooking curry chicken with your Guo Lan Ah Po ark ??

They Cheering Me Up

Whenever i was so down , they really cheering me up a lot !! This year can be concluded as a bad year for me !! Nothing goes well to me !! But there is not too bad thou as i think i am use to all this sucks experience already !!

One told me that , there is always darkest before you can see the dawn !! I already met with so many unwell things in my works, life , personal affair + etc etc !! So , stand up and continue to walk on ... there is a bright way soon in my life !! wahaha .. thanks to all my friends who supporting me either on mentally or financially !! i will really work very hard in order to fulfill what i have promised you guys !!

Lols .. thanks especially to sook huay !! damn funny la ... what you told me last night with james !! Ya lor ya lor .. damn agree with it !! Someone so worst than me , she also follow and believe him !! So there is not my lost anymore !!! The one who lose is her right ?? Make like i am the one who wrong all the time !! Now then secret reveil !! i am the victim , not the cause !! Cheh , whatever , i have shut off my door !! Because there is still a lot of things i need to settle !!!

Yeap oh .. sorry to wei jen !! HER birthday i also never attend !! but i do think that she is organising it in Maison and it was last Saturday !! if i am not mistaken !! Because she never contact me so i really dont know what is her exact plan ... Okay lar !! Tuesday will go find you with James as to take the paper from you !! haha .. next time got more orders from the boss will all pass to you la =) hehe !!!

Hmm .. Batman : The Dark Knight !! What a good movie !! Like James said , if you think Iron Man is thumb up , The Hulk 2 is thumb thumb up ; then Batman is thumbS up plus ur head knotting up and down for many times !! Batman is really so charming this time !! sleeping during the merger of business meeting with china group !! Bringing some hot chicks to function (wayne bruce usually does it ) with helicopter as his transport . banging truck with his Lamborghini and showing his motor bike skill with the front wheel turning 360 degree . What a wonderful stun inside the show !! Hmm ... but i do love Joker a lot !! The most challenging crime planners for all the Batman show !! His laugh plus his genius mind is really making me said : OMG , you are really my SI FU!!!! Planting mine inside the psycho stomach , bombing the whole police station , playing dynamite and pull down whole general hospital and Why So Serious + Lets Put a Smile on the Face !! This is a must watch show !!! Yeap orhhh .. better watch it at Pavillion !! Lols .. because less people there and the seat is much much more comfortable compare to others =)

Attention to Siang : you knew she is dark skin one , still dare to ask me who she is , you want me kill her that time and bang you in the same time right ?? making me so pissed off ... that night shud be a wonderful nite but u mentioning that batch making my mood 180 degree turning , haiz ... spoiling my good sweet nite !! and i am not cursing her !! because i need not do so , GOD got eyes one , The Almighthy will know what will happen next and have already plan a good road for all of us !!

Sob ... how come my botak zai not yet back to Subang , want find someone let me bully also hard !! But i am so healthy =D ... because no one blow smoke to my precious lung !! and i no need inhale so many Poison GAs !! o[^____^]v

eeeeeeeekkkkk .. July almost end !! alamak betul , i am still sleeping on my path !! (>____<)'' i must ADD OIL jor .. if not ,this year really been a sucks year for me !! Silly company , still not yet send me the remuneration package detail , how am i gonna start making my decision leh !! Sigh ...

FI[5]VE meanin'ful -DayS-


Woot .. finally get bak to touch my lovely computer again !! Hmm .. now i'm officially an adult !! Lols ... Getting my certificate from my university is really much much meaningful for me coz' i really achieved nothing recently !! Now , at least got one PAPER to show off that i am capable of doing things which i want to do !!


Oh yea .. Congratz to those attended the ceremony and those never present !! And Specially Congratz to TingWei , Lols .. you were supposed on the front ROW but u never attend the ceremony , hmm , it makes little disappointment among friends leh !! Because u are the 3 boys who got a chance to sit in the front rows - Result good is like that one lu !!


Er ... Mua deepest condolences for Mr Tu Heng Yew !! Be strong , tough man !! i knew you can pass it well right ?? Today saw you in Pyramid and your face told me that you are tough enough for this hard time !! u can make it one la brother , no worry !! And police also put your Dad case on the newspaper already , so , no worry la !! They will find out the true fact soon !!!! =)


[^__^] oh yea , thanks dad for the money !! Lols .. its really a big sum of money !! and it definitely will help lots in my work !!


ahem ahem ... Finally figure out why i am so stubborn on mua sad case !! But what to do .. your picture talks a lot to me !! We are really on the separate ways now !! Hmm , i think that my cousin was right in the first place , he said that i must feel the way that you felt about and we will go apart from our past life !! Uhhhhh , Uhhhhhh ..... Thats no time for whinning like a big baby !! because i still got a lot mission to complete for the coming weeks !! (=____=) need to cover my debt + must start collate all databases for my web biz !!


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kaninai chee bye biatch , still dare say never betray me !! all of your friends were helping you say good thing and improve ur image in front of me , see la all the pictures ... what the fuck you going to explain , you thought here is your playground ?? is it all child from broken family got such attitude one ark , love to see friends suffer !! Mother fucker you , wish that you wont reach what you plan in your future , suka jadi batu api , selalu cakap orang babi , tunggu la ah moi , see how you will suffer in your life !! please dont pretend you are innocent la , your mask has a crack on it , even the blind one can feel that an evil face is looking at him while you passing by them !! ass hole betul !! no wonder your so called best friends now only left 1 , 2 !! fucking hate this biatch since many months ago !! mother fucker biatch !!


*dont want do so much cursing over here but she is really the typical bitch that when you guys out there meet on the road also feel like wanna slap one * i still FEEL the way i hate her so much from the day i figure out her fucking act !!




[LISTEN] to-ma |H|E|A|R|T|

phew ... wanted to spend at least 40 minutes to write this page of blog for today !! not because of i am so bored and got nothing to do !! this is all due to i want to scream out all my thought ... but i dont think this silly bloggy can spell out all my feeling !!
first,there is a test which called Raymus Mades Test which can conclude your personality if you do it properly with all the exact answer you have put into the question !! Yeap .. i do specially agree that i am those kinda of beating around the bush if i want to tell out something that i want !! This is so called - diplomatic , or for short , indirect type of persons ! But .. sometimes i also felt that i m those type of directly speaking when i was teased to the max limit !! Or this can be so called of lost my control on my emotion !! Oppss ... unpredicted is the main trait in my blood !! This is god damn true !! i might not do something that friends thought i will go ahead ; but i will try it to the max for things that others see me fear of !!
Waaaaa ... after rounds and rounds of trying , i figured out that i m not a good employee !! since i dont have the blood of patient to wait for promotion and get things done level by level !! i am those explorer , risk taker and first line army !! i strongly believe i will success with the business that i have ventured in from today onwards !! Never work does not mean a bad case , as long as getting income every day will be the priority . So , lets chiongggg ark Mr Madness on our twomads.com !!
Wow , first time borrowing so much money from friends !! at first , feel shy to ask so because normally i wont do so !! somemore suddenly want ask money from friends , it is like a bit weird !!! but after all , i dont think so , because friends are used to be helpful when you encountered problem !! so , =) weeeeharrr , thanks Will.i.Am and botak zai for lending a helping hands for me during this time of inflation !! Promise the debt will be cleared soon next month =D
Woot , thou getting some funds into my bank !! but there is still a short of money !! hope it can be settled out this problem by tomorrow or at least my leader will help me works out on this matter !! and i do Appreciate your helping - LESLie ,since you bringing me in on this small business opportunity and always lead me along this route !! Millions of thanks to my Friends !!now i felt that i m not ALONE !!! there are soldiers fighting all the way with me d[^^,]p !!
woot ... you want to go Penang ark !! this holiday cannot accompany you go !! perhaps the coming September one week holiday we can make it together !! [",]v because by that time i am confident that i have a fixed income and i am free from my working hour !! unless my Company has started !! then , gotta delay the trip again !! No worry la , i knew you want to help Her , she is those kind of little woman , so , no need to argue with her if she wan to gossip behind you !! Helping her already but she treated you as a Betrayer !! What a crazy relationship you are having with her !! No worry !! Friends with crystal clear eye balls will know the truth behind those story !!
Chloe Chloe (^____^) you're back to hometown !! Lols ... the first topic we touching is not greeting but is the way you ask me go gain a little bit more FLESH !! i knew i am so skinny !! but , my tummy is freaking round !! hope i can move all the fat and divide it into different part of my body !! so that i will become the type of boy you mention -- a little bit more Flesh will look awesome ! Haha .. okie dokie !! will try to build up more flesh in those pivotal part - arm & Chest !! o(^^.)o Ya lo ya lo .. you agreed with my point right !! All the boys out there having the same trait , pretend ownself as King !! Lols .. no need get mad with the fella la !! Lols .. he will be 'King' in his dream !! Lols .. because you have made a decision to kick his ass out from the Castle !! Lols ... better dont let him knew so earlier !! later your cell will be spoiled by his text and call !! 24hours of tracking on you + 24hours of sorry + explained !!
woo ... back to my own problem !! i really do sit down and listen what your heart told me and what my mind wants !! Yeah ... We dont have the feeling of felt that we used to feel on each other !! But .. i knew there is no much responsibility that i need to bear , then thats alright for me now !! with a P-E-A-C-E on my mind !! you the one taking the first move , because if you dont do so , i will start hating you !! So ... its might be the right time to say good bye !! Yeah .. we knew that we gotta go our separate ways !! There is no more fairy tales in my world , neither for you too ! Girl, you know my heart is breaking , and a thousand time of asking 'Why , why' from me myself !! but this is just a game of HATE !!so ... we better go our separate ways !!!
p/s : its a nice and meaningful advice for Eu .. he might be very good to you right now !! open up your ears and listen to the surrouding !! Except Bitch said he is good !! The other will show you Thumb down on him , even your bestie roommate said she dont have a good impression on him too !! A looter , cheater and sucker is what you are now going with !! Take good care of yourself if you are paying good attetion to my blog !! And this is the real right time for me - Bye bye Cinderella Kingdom !! i have a brand new mission now !! SHE is waiting for me , someone that need more care from me than you do !! Chloe told me there is always been a girl waiting you out there !! There is an arrangement from the GOD !! Lols ... If that girl is you , i will beg GOD to think twice before making this arrangement .. Xppp !! You Shawtyyy ... Welcome back Sabah !!
and i would out for 5 days to be my parents tour guide !! this coming saturday - nikkO hotel !! who want come send me flower and present !! I'm officially GRADUATED !!! v('^^')v
yeappo ... and my TWOMads.com is going to launch in next Monday !! Friends please suport me by Purchasing one Pixel !! Its cheap , 1 pixel only Cost you RM1 !!! next monday , stay tune , browse your internet and type TWOMads.com !!
i hate him her she and no one else !! But i love he his they them and a lot more !! In simple calculation , i gained a lot !! Theoretically i will be happier !! But in fact , there is still waited to be tested out the result whether this is truth or not !!
WeiJEn , hope you are reading my blog and you saw this brown line of Message specially dedicated to you !! Good news to you , Jennifer is coming back for celebration of her Birthday next week !! Er .. basically on your behalf i have agreed to HER that we will attend the partee !! But hor , the final decision is still on your hand , if you paiseh or want jual mahal dont want go , no one can force you one !! plus , attention , i might be going .. because i was damn broke due to all money investing in mua business already !! unless you wan become ah long lend me some first !!! Lols .... Keep it rawwwwwking !! NExt week is the best chance dude !!!! Cherish the opportunity !!
phew .. i think i have write on this page for 40 minutes already !! Ciaozzz ... time to re-union with my supper kaki !! Lim Teh Time !!

Yes|To|Tom [DAY]


Yesterday was a disaster to me ... everything is not so smooth ... nothing is go with the plan !!

And so many things making me so hard to say good bye with !! But i understand that .... tomorrow is always a better day !!


Today , 10am is going to be a great moment for me ... dont fool me again !! show me something that will please both of the party !!! nothing to lose as if you use resource to get my brain and tactic !! and i am always wondering on tomorrow because ...


Tomorrow always given me so much hope !! No matter how badly today i have fallen , how worst i need to face with ... tomorrow always offer me a great shoulder to lean at . Reducing all the burden and stress when i think of tomorrow will be another great great days !!


p/s : bye bye to all my bad bad experience !! a long long happier and wealthier journey is waiting for me to go with !! more diamond moutain out there , gold flowing down from the river and sleeping beauties are all along the road !!! XD



|w|a|t| [todo]

What a messy month for me again !! Feeling that my mood is swinging for the whole week !! Easily get happy and easily turn to an Em0 !! Omg ... extended my unemployment periods again !! Sigh ... how come there is so hard to find a job out there !!! ><'' ! Opps .. remembering that this coming weekend is a big day for me , feel much more better now !!

Weeharrrr .... next week gotta be a better week for me - including a special party that i will attend + my web business first week launch !! =) will be a meaningful week for me !!

Omg ... suddenly so miss bout my replica - a silly fat tummy small lamb !! + a botak who i have not seen him for few weeks !! >.> fai lan 7 d come bak here if u are reading my blog and have seen on this paragraph , <.< life is so boring without you accompany me go to Nanako !! so bored to have fun there alone !!! yeap o .. and there is still much more story i want to share with you .. faster come bak here !! my memory cannot store and keep so much secret in it , need to tell out some !!!!!

sien life sien life sien life ... with no big things happen to me , with no special case happen to me , with no good news happen to me and with no income flowing to me !!! what a boringgggg life !!

DO's & DONT's

Do's List :
  1. shud earn money asap
  2. shud think optimistic when the downtime is keep surrounding me
  3. shud actively participate in every events that offer me an opportunity
  4. shud turn back into a hunter rather than a waiter
  5. shud become back the real me
  6. shud pay more attention in my PHHP and TWOMADS.COM
  7. shud take part in e LOVE generation

Dont's List:

  1. shud not proceed with my plan so that SOB (son-of-bitch) would not have a great chance to act pity
  2. shud not given up so easily on every single little things that i have planned
  3. shud not dream in the wonderland only but need to take action instead of waiting
  4. shud not depend too much on friends as it wont help in the process of growing
  5. shud not touch so much with liquor in order to cease my tummy problem
  6. shud not believe so much in distance friends as they might be a two head snake
  7. shud not simply dump money in any project which is not confident
  8. shud not gambling

p/s : advice from kawan baik !! lols .. what a good notes for me !! thanks !!

S.O.N.G updated

Hmm ... have tune my soul into another music which is more suitable for my current mood !!
Bla bla bla .. been experiencing down turn for the moment right now , hope i can pass it by with a normal mood !! (i_i) trying hard to forget whatever that need not to be remembered !! really , trying freaking hard !!

The promise and contract between us will no longer exist as you are the one pull yourself out from this verbal agreement !! Nothing can last forever !!

Money makes life comfortable , holding more money is rather better than investing in other things ; hate bastard who shows fake action behind me , as i said , u get an X , u will get torture soon !! no worry , lets keep it waiting !! =)

Interesting Chat

Conversation with Mr X 10 minutes ago

DK:ei ... heart dam pain la wei !! you know the story (bla bla bla)
X: yeap ... like knife stabbing in !
DK:what to do ... that son of the bitch !!!
X: ....
DK:feel like wanna punch that bastard !!
X: Gogogo ...
DK:Own Hand or hire ?
X: Own hand more meaningful
DK: .......
X:suk chun ark u ?!?
DK:better hire assasin !!
X:anything

story and name was edited to avoid any inconvenience that might happened !! Lols ... and this is based on true story !! Thou some of the word is changed too !! =)

Money makes thing happen !! It is really a good phrase !! No need to do something which will spoil your image !! Use brain and money to make things happen !! it is always the best to sit down and watch rather than having ownself involved !! =) we shall wait and see !! Lols .. Most happening case this year !!

You're my target ! Bounty Hunter will get you down !! And definitely you will be a dead fish soon !!! Sorry is too late because you really an ass hole !!!! Fuck it idiot !!!!!

Thou He damn angry with some point .. meaningful or not !! but advised that better do it with brain !! =) clever people use Brain to work ... silly ass use butt to word !! Clever people need to talk and make things happen , while so hai need to listen and do work !! XD !! so ... whether to be a clever villaint or a so hai bad ass ... it is up to you !!