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Slowly raining is going to fall down !! But , today i cant see a drop of rain !! The sound of the raining , is just like a scenario in my heart !! Pathethic ... very pathetic !! Slowly , i can listen your foot steps outside my house , you running to me just like the very old days we used to stay together !!
How i wished that i am blind so that i could not see you that day !! How i wished i will not wake up from my dream so that i can stay in the alexlynn wonderland !! Having to know that it is a game of dead or alive , but i still risk myself to place the bet !! The pond is still full of fishes , this make sense that i must forget and let go !!
If got dateline , can you just lie me till i dead ?? if there is a limit , can you just let me offence whatever rules and regulation that i must obey !! Actually , this is better to tell you , Kiss u is better than blame you !! Love you is better than kill you off my memory !!
The fact is - you going to choose your path yourself !! You can come back home whenever you like !! So ... it is adviced to let go before it stab another knife to your heart !! and it is a good advice that i dreamed of you in my wonderland and kiss you every day in my dream !!

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Will Eu Wait For Mua

I need to talk with you again,why did you go away??
All our time together, just feels like yesterday!
I never thought I would see a single day without you.
You see the things we take for granted, we can sometimes lose.
And if I promise not to fell this pain, will I see you again??
Time will pass me by, maybe I'll never learn to smile, but i know I will make it through...
If you wait for me.
And all the tears I cry,no matter how I try.They will never bring you home to me!
Do you remember how it was,when we never seemed to care.
Days went by so quickly,cos I thought you'd always be there.
It's hard to let you go,though I know that I must try.
I feel like I've been cheated,cos we never said goodbye.
And I miss you so,and I need to know,Will you wait for me???

I'M New Face of Failure

I just joined a new group new LOSER !! Younger and Prettier , But not any better off !!! 8 months of Employment period !! Doing nothing better !! Just a Professional slacker !! Sigh .. what a sign of LOSER !!
Recently getting more pressure from a lot of sides !! Pressure from parents pushing me to get a job !! Pressure from siblings asking me to get some income !! OMFG ... Looking at friedns who are same batch with me and started their job long time ago , i am just nothing worth to compare with !! Feeling so down !! Arghhh .... what a hard life !! >.< !!
Luckily still got one last resort for me - Malaysia Airline !! Not sure whether still got the chance to work in there or not !! But , will try hard to get the job !! T___T throwing out self pride , lowing down self rank , forgetting that i hold a prestige degree !! i am gonna rush in to one field and fight for my own !!
How come life so sucks and worst !! Haiz .. been experienced down period so often during this 8 months of unemployment war !! Seem like no one understand my situation ! no one giving me the support and advice that i want to seek for !! i am so lost and so sad !! T____T everytime i just telling out that :'please dont worry bout me , i am fine ' !! who knows behind this phrase is that i m not fine at all , i need shelther , i need help !! no one !! yeah .. god dam it , no one !! only can finding something to pray and rely for , something that is not real --- Amitofo and GOD !!
Arghhhh .... urgently need support from all my friends !! What if my Dad knows my situation and support me , i am so glad if he does !! i am so STRESS UP @_@ somebody hellllllllp me !! T__T !

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Uhu .. interview is like a war !! i'm one of the soldier !! Enough of losing , enough of falling .. Finally i smell some winning taste ! I saw some precious chance and i would not let it fall again tomorrow !! An important 3rd interview on my job !! Lols , how come this company set so many rules before recruiting a new force !! Hmm ... hope this time really succeedd on it !!! i cannot wait to start my work soon !! Thou it is that kind of nine to five or nine to six !! i would not mind it too !! Because i gonna buy a house soon !! Lols .. promising my brother to get a job soon so that we can plot a life plan together !! a nice house !! no need to rent a room from others !! helping others to pay up the installment of house payment !! hmmm .... here i come !! Pacific group !! (^^,)v

Papa's Day

Wahaha .. have a wonderful father's day ever in my life !! My dada is coming find me for breakfast on this very special day !! Hmm ... thought will kena some lesson already but instead you giving me confident to do my things !! Delaying the dateline that what it should be !! and telling me that what should i head to !! Thanks ... felt really warm with it !!

Opps ... what happen with my MSN !! cannot sign in whole day !! Sigh ... stupid Live messenger , suka suka then dont let u sign in !! Idiot application !!!

Lols ... what lar hen ke pa !! YOU alone felt scary only , others see it as FASHION !! Lols ... Xppp !! Ya la ya la .. sob , do not ever mention bout my round tummy !! haiz .. waht la YOU !! said till -GG- then muahaha with YOUR baka son over there !! what to do !! now become so round already !! haiz ... gonna take up some fitness course to keep away my round tummy !! sigh ...

Buu ... just wake up not too long ago !! thought can watch replay on goal scoring EURO match !! who knows now then start kick off on both matches !! Yawnnnnnnn .... Zzzzz !!

B.O.R.I.N.G

Ahhhh .... what a boring weekend !! slept on 5am , but woke up around 930am just now !! Hmm .. first thing to do sure washed all my dirty clothes !! Accumulated for one week already !! then still felt boring and disturbing my Keep Bleeding Housemate !! His nose dont know got what problem ... keep bleeding only !! since last night bleed like water fall !! Lols .. guess that he is going to be admitted to hospital soon !! Lols Xppp !!
Iron clothes , clean my room , hang clothes bla bla bla !! all the house work has been done !! hmm .. how come this week felt so boring !! nothing to do at weekend !! Gonna crazy soon !! Haha .. i am so surprised as i receiving a text msg from Danny who is now in Sydney !! (^^,)v
so sweet to recieve greeting from friend !! hehe !! = D
haiz .. how come all my job still no news !! really gonna faint in my own room soon !! grow mould ! grow mushroom and grow a lot of vege on my head already !! i want to WORK !! i want get PAID !! sobs .... someone HELP !!! >.<
OMG ... just read on the Paper !! Bravo Oranje !! Oranje 4-1 Les Bleu !! What a DUTCH class !! Sneijder was on the score sheet !! good !! but my favourite playmaker Rafael van Der Vaat was not producing any goal yet !! Hmm ... Lols .. last night matches dont know will make how many gamblers jump sea and run road again !! lols ... never expect Les Bleu to lose on a big score line plus never Expect that Mutu is stunning the Azzuri !! Lols ... Bookmaker damn clever !! one shot kills so many lifes !!
Blurp blurp !! How come today my tele machine not yet rang rang n beep beep !! thought to have plan go to club tonight and right after that go on street to join some protest !! ngek ngek ngek !! Turun lar Hargar Minyak Serta Merta !! Kalau tidak , banyak aksi lagi akan dilanjutkan oleh masyarakat Malaysia !! xDDD

TATTOO - I'M INSANE

Left Green Dragon , Right White Tiger !! Middle stand with Angel Man !! What a magnificient piece of art !! This is what i called - PERFECT !!
Thanks to Yipi Yaya for this art work !! =)

Yessss ..... Gonna ROAR like a LIon

wahaah ... 13 June !! Today ... yeap ... my happy day !! one of my biggest day in life too !! thou we cannot celebrate together !! but i think my parcel have arrived your placed right ?? hope you will like it !! wakaka !! what la ?!?! always complaint bout i dint shave up !! hmm ... sometime the little bit of hair cannot really clean up one la !! Lols .. and it wont scared away girls !!

Plus YOU are officially free from today !! finished YOUR exam !! i guessed you sure will go out alone shopping !! because its your time !! Thou ur kawan is all exam !! hehe !!

Kie bahs ... i gonna roar like a lion and celebrate it here without YOU !! and u also will celebrate there with your frens !! Hmm ... wish u get whatever u expect , and have a lot prezzie !! You always love friends sending prezzie for YOU !!! Zzzzz ... Kies bahs !! All da best to YOU !! LOls ..

Scratch Scratch

Yawn... last night i was sleeping soooooo early ! Before 12am i was already on my bed hugging my pillow and meeting with Mr Zhou's daughter !! Hmm ... but i just cannot get my comfortable rest !! Only slept for less than 7 hours then wake up already ! Sigh ... Feel so not syok !! Now i am scratching my back !! So early wake up , do not know whether i should go for breakfast or not !! sigh .. hate to have my breakfast alone !! Sigh ...

Huh .. Spain really win 4-1 !!! OMG !!! Whatever la !! I did not bet also !! But hopes those my friends who are investing in Euro Cup this time win a lot !! =) Do not let bookies scam all your RM away !! Lols .. my housemate's friend sure crying in the room again !! Telling me : 老大,今晚有 Kang Tao !买Spain and Greece !一吃一放!保赢!! Lols .. lucky never trust him !! if not , really banking in my RM into Republic Bank of BOOKIES !! - . - but guess that the fella sure crying there alone in the room again !! Lols .. every night also one win one lose !! Handphone credit also need to lose away already this time !!

Hmm .. later 3pm got an important interview @ KLCC !! Hope this time the offer suit me and i will love the job !! The most important things are - they would love to welcome me to their team too !! Wakakaka !! Lets pray for me !! Gambatehhhhh ....

FOOL around !!

Hmm ... recently i have the feeling that our government is fooling us around !! always promise us something before they get their parliament seat and authority but they wont do what they have promised us until they faced with really great pressure or before any election period !! Sigh .. Malaysia government sucks to the max !! Xppp , but East Malaysia Government is a lot better ! Tell out one , at least will do half of it !! =) Proud to be Sabahan !! wohoho !!
Waaaa ... After the hike of petrol , there are a lot protest happened !! Hmm .. this coming saturday night i will join the Protest too outside Jalan Ipoh !! anyone want to join ?? Lols .. we can go Poppy Garden first , after that act Drunk and come out Protest with those crazy fellas !! ngek ngek ngek !! hmm .. 3 more days is the important day for me !! So stresss .... Yeap o , good luck in your exam wor uncle wai !!
i have been jobless for the past 7 months !! measuring the all the subang roads here everyday !! but , good news are , i m going to get my job soon !! not later than beginning of July , so exicted to start my working life !! cannot wait of it !! GOD always fool me around , when i want my business start , they dont even want to start , but when i want to get a job and start work , my business is going to start soon !! I am happy that my business is really going to start soon for this time , no more stop sign , hurdle, big rocks bla bla bla to hinder our movement to my great great revolution on advertising !! But , i still will work temporarily for others until i really get my funds come in and start as a Senior Manager in my company !! Wakaka ... Just have a thought on it also can make me cant sleep well in the night !! Too happy to hear those good news coming in !!
James , William !! Lets move faster a bit this time to see our hardwork get fruits out !! i knew 3 of us are having a slow pace recently , sometime i got the idea of abandon what i have done for this long time , but thanks that you both still stand beside me and encouraging me along this hard road !! Finally , we listen what we hope to hear ; we see what we wish to happen ; and finally , its all depend on us !! :) aja- aja Fighting !! one to 3 more months we shall see what is really belong to us come to us !!
Hmm .. wondering who knows which hotel located inside KL city , around the Lot 10 or Sungei wang , is a 3- 5 stars hotel !! i need to book hotel for my parents on coming July but do not have any idea which hotel is a value hotel but their grade must at least 3 stars !! 4 stars is the best choice but if all of the mentioned are fully booking , i will go for a 5 stars one for my parents !! sob ... cannot use too much budget on it because i was using own money to prepare accomodation for my parents !! somemore now i still unemploy !! so , any good hearted friends would like to comment down here and let me know the choices available !! i will go ask one by one by myself !! or any of my friedns got lobang to help me get a good hotel on a cheap price !! thanks in advance for those who are going to comment me after reading my request here !! thanksssss !!!

RIDICULIOUS

Count count count , Subtract Add and Tolerant with a lot of Facotrs !! Finally , my mathematic formulae came out a superb answer , monthly salary RM 2200 is the minimum of my requirement if i want to settle down in Kuala Lumpur !!

Monday - Friday (Working) One day 4 Meals , one Meal RM 5 = RM 20 per days !! One Week 5 Days and 4 Weeks one Month = RM 400 for Meals on Normal working Days !!

Saturday & Sunday (Rest) , Should treat myself well for the hardwork i gone for the past few days , RM10 for McD in the morning , RM 20 for some extra nice food for lunch and Rm 10 for dinner ! 2 days per week and 4 weeks per month = RM 360 for Meals on Weekend !! There is 2 more days left in order to complete the meal allowances for a normal 30 days month ! so i round it up RM 400 for meals on Weekend !!

Eat already Use RM 800 !! Now rental around Kuala Lumpur should be around RM400 ! Then if i owned an economically automobile , now it should directly go for New Generation of Saga !! One month need to pay installment of RM 400 for the rest of my 9 years !! Then Saga is fit with a fuel tank of 40litrle volume !! now petrol price is RM3 per litre , it means RM 120 for full tank and it only last for 7 days normal driving !! No long journey or Racing , just a normal drive !! One month need to pump 4 times , it means RM 480 for petrol allowance !! Parking and Toll Fee is another headache topic , just round it up as RM 200 for parking and toll fee !!

Okie , its time to sum it up the figure , Single life , no Pak Tou , no club , no shopping , no saving and no present at all !! Lets see how much i must use in order to live in KL !! Meal (800) + rental (400) + car installment (400) + petrol (480)+ parking n toll (200) = RM 2280 !! Ya , forget to add in insurance for car !! hmm ... a lot thing not yet add in already need RM2280 to live in KL , if my salary is just RM2200 , how come i survive here ?? Sigh .. what the heck with our government , everything want to rise the price , inflation , but only salary want to keep it as low as possible , and everyday sing to their beloved citizen Low Low Low Low Low on your salary !! What the heck la , for the coming working interview , if the boss do not offer me RM 2400 and above , i will show out all my calculation for him or her , let her do some consideration for me !! if want a worker to commit their best to the company , at least let them eat till full full , have a comfortable living environment , if not , they will only want to slack around company and wait till 5.30pm go to work for their other part time business !! =) Malaysia Memang Boleh , Babi hanya ingat makan duit masyarakat Malaysia !!

To be proud of Chinese Malaysian , we need not depend on Government , because we knew they are sucks enough since my Granpa's generation , Chinese will have their own determination and power to go thru all this hard stage !! (^^,) i am proud to be a Malaysian Chinese !! Say Tak Nak to MELAYU Government !! Nasihat Kerajaan Malaysia , Inflasi Merbahayakan Kesihatan !!

Party May 08

Poppy night @ Nicole !! Thanks wor fei lou brother for taking this pic , but how come i looks so wet !!
Deng deng deng .. Maison nite @ Big family !! Fei lou , where you looking la thou a lot camera is on us !! Pay attention leh !! Why that notti botak showing ghost face there ??
Muahaha .. mua time showing ghost face !!
Maison nite @ Billy !! Buu ... one drunk and one stupid !! Definitely the behind one is drunk with his favourite finger posting , check it out Yo !!
Buu .. guess who is this sexy lady !! >.< sure not my gal lo !! but someone future gf !! cheh ... her name is Guo Lan Ah Po !! Selling apple , watermelon , Oranje , Strawberry and Mango @ Petaling street there ! got time then go her stall buy fruits bah !! xPPP

Before June still can patron club always , after our beloved so hai Goverment announcement of increasing price on petrol , its time to say Sayonara to my playground !! T.T silly act by government !! never take good consideration on those people who have limited income but need to live on this big big inflation city , Malaysia Boleh , Badawi Boleh , New Government Boleh , Tapi I TAK BOLEH !! Inflation like cock , go out eat Roti telur bawang also cost me RM 2 @ the cheapest mamak in Subang !!! How to survive in KL if i still dont get my job !! Pray pray Pray ...

Crazeee

Wow ... finally can online at home !! But , due to too many days shortage of line to get into internet , guess that my housemate is downloading his porn as much as possible !! making the line so laggy for the past few days !! until now i still cannot online properly !! what the heck ...

the funniest thing in my house is that the one who live beside me always making some funny sounds !! always is in term of everyday at least one !! they probably dont know the wall that separate my room and his is made of wood !! OR he purposely screw his fuck partner hard enough in order to make her moannnnn like a cow over there !! so disgusted !!

hmm , the housemate who always downloading can go open DVD shop soon !! Collecting porn more than 200G !! Fuiyo .. amazing is it !! whoever needs porn , no need waste money go out buy DVD , take your external hard disk to my house , i let you guys FREE COPY it - provided that the freaking fella never turn off the shared line between my computer and his !!

Hmm .. just got to knew that , there is plenty of stupid but useful way to earn money !!! here i list down the instance which i never believe is true yet it really happened in this world !! 1st scenario , Alex Tew - one ang mo who is believe 23 this year making a homepage which allow users to advertise on it earned USD 1million !! The web page is totally dumb and not creative , yet , this world got other stupid ass invest in it !! amazing !! this stories make me think that money is really easy to earn as long as you dare enough to do it !! can go to surf the web yourself and make ur own eyes big big enough to see how this so hai make USD 1 million by doing a simple thing http://www.milliondollarhomepage.com/ , here is the web site !!

2nd story , a lady who bear with a big big big bad debt , creating a homepage and got donation from it !! finally clear off her debt and gained a big profit from it !! Lols ... whether you believe she is in a hard time or not , people still donate to her !! Like that also can earn money , what the heck !! It is better than those begger around subang asking money everyday !! sit down at home and refresh your bank account every hour in order to see money rolling in little by little !! Lols .. this kind of idea , where to find !! It sound stupid and useless , but it is workable and proved to be TRUE in america !! Lols ... see , a lot of lazy work to be done in this world to earn big money , so , any of my blog reader got any idea ?? Lets comment to me and we work hard on it together !! =) hehehe

i am still finding a job !! Despo on my future job already !! wanted to simply join a job but the fact is that i cannot do that since the so hai Bodowi announce a fuel hike plus there will go on FLOATATION on Fuel Price soon !! so ,now cannot simply work in one firm , msut see how much they willing to pay me in order to get my brain to commit to them !! >.< Any good job intro to me ? Feel free to send me the company Email Address and let me send my resume in !! thanks ... xDDD

WAIT WAIT WAIT

sigh .. silly landlord is not paying the BILL again !! making me cant online for the past few weeks !!
sigh .. luckily still got to access college internet by using someone ID !! ngek ngek ..

will be right back with some happening picture soon !! =) stay tune ~~