i dont (heart) mixed feeling

i m really going to insane soon in this moment !! who can lend a hand to me , a shoulder to let me lean , a pair of ears to listen my sobbing sound and both eyes to see how suffer am i right now !!

im FUCKED UP by all this so haiz relationship thingy and the burden of getting my job done !!
X.x .... i dont want suffer from ittttttt ..... Fuck it Idiot !!!!