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Financial Crisis Hitting All over the World

I do remember what i have told most of my friends during Olympic period !! There might have possibility that financial crisis will hit into our country because if China dint manage well or what is planned is not happen as expected, the world will be hit by financial crisis. Now, China is not hitting by any mean of Financial Crisis but they faced with some serious issue recently. The Milk Powder with the trademark of THREE DEERS is labelled as a TOXIC product in China now !! It is reported that it will harm the infant health and within 6 months of continuous consuming, it has a high chance of killing your baby !! So, please spread this news out. It is a very critical issue in China !! It is proved that more than hundreds of infant is in critical status now due to long term consuming of that brand of milk powder.

Whats more hitting my nerve now is the famous investment banker - Lehman Bros. Inc is filing for bankruptcy due to unable to find investors or companies to buy out them. This is a serious issue for all of us. Maybe not many of us know who is Lehman Bros, what do u guys know what is Wall Street ?? The long time rival for Wall Street is Merrill Lynch (owned by Lehman Bros) . So , this is so call 'domino effect' in financial term. One bad thing happen to either of the big players and this consequence will bring a series of happening event to occur to the world. Oh.. US so far, Malaysia tak pandai kena one la !! NoNoNo .. Malaysia is slow react to this event because everyone is reporting the HITZ 916 event !! But after today, the Lehman Bros event will cover and take all the headline of the paper in Malaysia !! Bankers and Insurance company will tighten up their credit level towards the market and we as a consumer , will have hard time to apply for LOAN or so call Mortgage.

Okay , for those who are still paying their long term obligation , it might not effect you at all ! but for fresh nut like me who is planning to buy some fix asset now does really affect a lot !! Rate will get up higher in order to minimise the effect of default by the applicants. Then the rule will be more strict for applicants. More details need to expose to the banker before you got ur Loan approve. Plus rate and price is always in a opposite direction. Means that, higher rate , lower price ; while lower rate , higher price. T____T buuu ... in conclusion , we are paying a much much more higher interest to the banker while getting a lot LESS LESS loan from the banker itself.

Moral behind this serie of bad things happen recently, please invest and use your cash or any financial things wisely. Because recession is going to hit onto our land. :) Spend wise in order to avoid any sufferness in the future .

Any latest issue on Lehmans Brother Inc you all can type the name on the GooGle or any other search engine to read more !! :)

And oh ya ..go back home earlier dudes .. Those rulers always bringing the society more troubles !!

Job of Dark Knight

Huh !! duno any of my readers still remember what is the story flow of the Batman : Dark Knight Movie !! if ya still remember , Then it is very good ! Because i felt like i am living like a dark knight lifestyle now !! Really .. 99% similar !! Beside not as rich as Bruce Wayne , i think i am some how similar mind set and similar experience as him !!

Ya .. from now on , maybe every week only will have a 2 posts update on my blog , because i am too busy to online for blogging !! Everyday is filled with my job !! Nothing else but Job !! But it is a good news !! for now , if i felt free , that means the particular day i have no income , if i am very very busy , u all can congratz me ! ^____^ because i get paid from the job i am involving now !

Why i have the feeling of being a dark knight !! because i felt the pain of loving a lady who is loving other guy !! Hmm .. sound so pathetic again ?? no worry !! i do know what mean by the rule - what start here should end here !! thats why i have a solid reason to stay calm all the way when i felt tat i m silly enought to believe something which is not going to happen !! Hmm .. Pisces is always surrounder by nice thing !! And Pisces cannot live well without LOVE !! I damn agree with it !! Without love , it is equal to put a fish to live on the land !! So it wont happen right ?? it is same like asking a Pisces to live without love!!! Love is like water for me!! without it, i felt very suffering !! But , i do know what is most important right now to me !! Beside career , nothing else i should put on the first place !! really , what is planned from the past is not waiting for execution !! If i dont take it seriously now , i really do not see any hope or miracle will happen on myself !!

Oh ya .. happy moon cake festival to all of you !! :) and , welcome to www.twomads.com !! IT is official launch on 14 September 2008 . Welcome to purchase a piece of history !! Hmm .. if you dont , please recommend your friend to purchase and thanks for your supporting !! Thanks !! :)

Life | Love

hmm .. few days ago !! when i have the mood and time to blog !! but housemate was using the line !! making me Dc and cant upload my post !! then today , no matter what , promsie myself must at least update my blog !! so here i go after my relax session just now ...

Ohhh .. tittle is life and love !! First goes to my life !! hmm .. its pretty meaning and busy lately !! because i was sleeping in the dark for tooooo long !! now , i see my sun rises from the east !! :) gotta work very hard + serious in order to make more money into my bank account !! XD ...
Basically , what i have done in my weekdays jobs is something simple to me , Advertising + some brainstorming work !! i love to brainstorm things !! and i love to give ideas !! :) thats why i dont find it dull or suffer when it comes to work !! i find something meaning in my working place !!
Yaya ... there is always a monetary problem !! Money definitely come first !! if the place pay me low , definitely i cant survive right ? So no worry , my company is not torturing me at this stage !! they are paying me just quite fine and giving me a lot of space to show off my own creativity !! :)

Back to the serious problem here !! Few days back !! I was stunned by the reply, email , greeting, sms-es from two of the persons i think is important for me !! Two of the gals which i think i am really loving it !! Ya .. both telling me the similar answer , similar greeting , similar reply ---- because both of them are occupied now !! Thats why this is not strange for me to get such a reply !! T___T it is a painful moment for me to get such a heart stab reply from them !! felt like crying in the room !!

But , Lols .. there is always an angel to appear in my life !! Lols .. mushroom ark mushroom ... u are really owez on time plus right there comfort me whenever i need someone to care on !! :) thanks wor .. thou u think you dint do anything special , but what you have did to me is just some special chemical reaction within my life ....

(^_________________^) GOd is fair , GOD is good , GOD is everything !! When you felt there wont be anything happen to you, there is always something waiting you in front !! :) hohoho ... guess what , i met 2 other persons which i love to see tonight !! One bearing a big eye bag and touring around the places , the other is just visiting along the places in KL !! but , both , without planning in advance , or so called coincidence , meeting me in my PLAYGROUND !! Both , who i have an evil mind before , bringing some fun to me just now !! ANd .. lols .. they are re-ignite the evil plan within myself !! But .. Tosing coin will only show u one side , so it apply on my decision too !! (^^,)v i have make up my mind , there is something that waiting me long time ago, must settle now before regretting it in the future !! kekekeke ....

and oh yea .. silly car dealer .... Ishhhhhh , RM200 should be kena tipu jor !! Haiz .. what can i do arkkkk ??? >_______< jsut give up taking back from the fella , or listen to what friend say , put all the blames on the fella and ask him at least refund back some money to me ??? (T____T) a hard decision for me !! sigh .....

okie .. its time for bed !! tomorrow got to bring some newbies to orientation !! Zzzz ...

Oh yeah

hmm .. sorry for being absent in this blog for quite a time. Because im engaged with my work now, so its a bit busy for my days. Morning is normally pak tou time with my company , because i got to learn from the company and i must perform in it. I felt happy with my current company because it offers quite a big space for my creativity. And i promised to perform to the best until the day i left the company. Hmm , for current situation , i really dont see any excuses which will make me quit the job. I love this JOB!! And oh ya .. i dont want make my blog so dull , so better stop talking my job things. Hmm , okie i am busy in the morning till evening, i should have time for blogging during nite !! But it is sorry to tell you guys that , even night time i also spend it on my own business. So basically, i will only have some FREE TIME for blogging during weekend or before i go to bed every night if im not too tired.

Hahaha .. my Fibre business grows !! Congratz to myself first. And yea yea , Good luck to botak plus congratz to fatty mel too as he get promoted too !! :) and bout my web advertising , first time i felt that i am the man. I dare to command directly to the designer. Hmm , maybe frens are right, i have create a wrong relation with the designer , should not treat him as a friend while working !! He is my worker and i am the boss !! and this will make things progress according to the schedule . Thats my fault which making my web launching delay until now !! Baddddd .... =/ !

ya o .. how come so many friends shock on me that i am going to get a car by myself ?? Am i that sucks that cannot afford my own fix property now ?? cheh .. this is because you never know me well , if not , you might knew that i am afford to buy myself things that i want from this month onwards !! My life is going to change from this moment onwards !! And i shall create another history for my own !! O ... i will not forget to say Thanks You For Guywayne and James for helping me so much on my business !! And ya ... Melvin also has lend a helping hand on my business too !! Thanks for being so kind and helpful to me !! If not , i dont think i dare to go buy car for this very critical moment . Not dare is due to i am not afford to do so !! But the situation for now is , i am afford to do so , then why not turning my lifestyle into a better way ?? hehe .. anyway , thanks for friends who really spending time to create businesses with me !! We shall SUCCEEDD DDDD no matter what !! Thanks !!

i dont know is it good to copy a friend of mine blog to my own blog !! but will ask for her permission first !! because i think one of her post is stunning !! ANd it will create some HYPE on my blog !! wait har .. i go ask for her permission sin before copy-ing it to my blog !!

oh . .its time to say good bye !! tomorrow still have to work plus tomorrow night is a busy night for mua !! so .. night night to all my readers !! Love ya all !! (^_______^)

Soooooo ...

Lols .. so , i m like a missing child !! Hmm .. thanks for caring everybody !! i m not MIA-ing !! just that i was sooooo busy on my new job plus busy-ing with my fibre business for the past one week!!

oh yea .. finally , get the jobs done !! got promotion from the fibre job! and ya, i love my new job. Haha .. talking bout my new job, this is a new firm that is full of potential to conquer the Food and Beverage industry Online Advertising in Malaysia. Hmm, is it i will feel hungry when i doing my work in office. The answer is - YESSSS! >____<' especially during the morning, when i was assigned to get contact with food blogger within Malaysia, those picture taken by those blogger is killing me. Making me felt hungry mentally and physically. (T____T) what a torture for me!!

And ya , why i so excited towards my new job. Simple reason, i find a new place to let me show out what i m capable of. Ideas are all what i have. Planning is the best of my weapon. When new boi enter small firm, this is the best chemical reaction will happen -- BIG IMPACT on CAREER! i rather not choose to work in big firms as there is less chance for you to perform. What is laying in front is routine routine and routine works. I really dont find any challeges or interesting to lure me to big firms unless they offer some position like CEO that will fully let you control the game. :) And i found very weird why still there a lot of newbies joining the big firms and dare to come out show off in front of me! Puiii puiii puiii ... Think twice , you just aiming for the big $$$ they offering you, not any place that will offer you big potential on career advancement or not any place that will let you build up some DREAM. Nahh nahhh .. whatever it is, i am happy with my current job and i will do it to my best.

Eeekkkk... talking back to my own web advertising, oh ya , i have learnt to use the term -- this is just a SOFT LAUNCH on it. We will be back on track very very soon (Zzzz ... the designer of mine is really dragging his job which should be finished few weeks ago) ! ! Hmm .. any enquiries can call me or leave me an email. :) Those working hard to get sales for my web please contact me personally as i will discuss in details bout the commission part.

Hola , this part going to be the most excited part that's waiting by most of you guys. Er ... oh yea , i think most of you get the picture of my story here. Since it is very verry dangerous to mention the real occassion over here, so just let me put it as Mr S (S stand for Siao). There is Mr S which always doing silly move to me, acting he knew everything, acting he is more experience, acting he is the MAN of MATCH, acting to be more mature, acting to be more handsome, acting to be more LEADERSHIP plus acting more and more things which is really pissing me off. Lols .. Mr S loves to nag me, scold me and posing in front of me. I bet that he is not know me well. If i am going to react to him, i guess he is going to whine like a big baby out there. This is the first time that i met with someone so EGO. He thought he is the one that will make big hits in things that should be done by a team but i think he really dont know what i am capable of. Lols ... fine. i am not those kind playing face to face game :) i am a mind killer plus peace maker. No matter how DULAN i am towards him , but i still gotta smile and say hi whenever i see him. But hell yea, i will making him suffering in his days soon once i get ready all my things. Scold me more and you shall know what is the teaching from me.

Dont Mess With The Zohan is really a So Hai movie. Lols !! Dont know what to write in order to review this movie. But when i first saw Zohan hitting his heart and slapping his own dick , i linked it to Danny Liew. Lols .. guess that he must love Zohan much over Sydney there. wakaka ... Danny's characteristic best fit with Zohan. Hahaha .. doing some extra ordinary stuns which i label it as CRAZY and bumping chiqs like no body business. Lols ... =/ but dont know how the heck is the fella life over there. Seem like no news from him ... Ah Men lor .. maybe too busy with job over there !! what a pity child ....

And buuuuu ..... i found out some Blackies Cave within SS 15. Kekeke ... who wants try Black? Can ask me for the exact location. p/s: Once go black never go back. Wohohoho ... want tries, i can lead you to the 'O O' place.

十二星座之好老公好老婆排行榜

sorry for not updating my blog recently as i just started my training few days ago !! so now its a bit busy to update mua blog !! here i shared some of the things i found on the web !! quite accurate as i think , so just take it as reference if ya all dun agree with it !! :)

第一名 巨蟹座
男-不但賺到錢,更會煮飯做家務,照顧家庭,是好男人的典範。
女-對情人細心體貼,無微不至的照顧對方,對方話點就點。

第二名 雙魚座
男-永遠將妳放在第一位,事事遷就妳,令妳覺得自己像公主一樣。
女-會為對方無條件的付出,千依百順,絕對能滿足所有大男人心態。

第三名 獅子座
男-他會給妳最好的物質享受和照顧,不會讓妳憂柴憂米。
女-雖然她有點霸道,但她為你安排的一切,一定是最好的。

第四名天 蠍座
男-愛妳就愛得專一轟烈,並會盡他一切所能保護妳免受傷害。
女-一旦愛上你就堅貞不移,為你作甚麼犧牲也可以。

第五名 金牛座
男-懂得賺錢又懂得花錢,他會帶給妳不少生活情趣。
女-不但不易變心,而且又很懂得照顧你,常令你感到窩心。

第六名 山羊座
男-雖然有點木獨,但勝在有責任心,他會讓你感到很有安全感。
女-她不懂甜言蜜語,但會務實地幫你打點一切,讓你的生活變得妥妥 當當。

第七名 處女座
男-對將來很有計劃,跟他一起,妳絕對不用為未來擔憂。
女-她細密的心思,總是懂得你的心意,她為你做的一定合你心水。

第八名天 秤座
男-他的浪漫溫柔雖然會叫妳心甜,但他的花心倒叫妳很沒安全感。
女-有時未免太斤斤計較,計算下的愛情又怎會幸福?

第九名 白羊座
男-凡事都以自己為先,不太懂得顧及情人的感受。
女-通常都要求對方付出的比自己多,心態也很自我。

第十名 人馬座
男-粗心大意兼不解溫柔,和他做兄弟比做情人還好。
女-太著重自己的自由,很多時候不理會對方,自己跑了去玩。

第十一名 雙子座
男-跟他一起樂趣的確多,不過有事的話他就會掉下妳一走了之。
女-她一時一樣,很難捉到她的心意,常常要猜度也很疲累。

第十二名 水瓶座男-不懂顧及對方感受之餘,有時更會很無情,令妳覺得毫無幸福感。
女-非常自我中心,最好各顧各,想她照顧你,為你設想也很難。

25句真心话

if i ever used either of this 25 terms on you , you must be very proud of !! Friends are welcome copy and paste in your msn personal msg , so that i knew my phrase is really working and this is so useful to all of my friends.

1. 我以為小鳥飛不過滄海,是以為小鳥沒有飛過滄海的勇氣,十年以後我才發現,不是小鳥飛不過去,而是滄海的那一頭,早已沒有了等待。

2. 你走的那天,我決定不掉淚,迎著風撐著眼簾用力不眨眼。

3. 多謝你的絕情,讓我學會死心……

4. 木頭對火說:“抱我!”火擁抱了木頭,木頭微笑著化為灰燼!火哭了!淚水熄滅了自己……當木頭愛上烈火,注定會被燒傷。

5. 當眼淚流下來,才知道,分開也是另一種明白。

6. 我真的愛你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己……

7. 回家的路上我哭了,眼淚再一次崩潰了。無能為力這樣走著,再也不敢驕傲奢求了。我還能夠說些甚麼,我還能夠做些甚麼?我好希望你會聽見,因為愛你我讓你走了……

8. 是我的終究是我的,我終歸是你的一個過客,你始終不愛我,注定我和你就是什麼都不會發生,注定,注定只是注定,不管我怎麼跨越、不管我怎麼想靠近你,你還是會離開我的,我好想你,好想好想你,好想好想見你……

9. 分手後不可以做朋友,因為彼此傷害過;不可以做敵人,因為彼此深愛過。所以我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人。

10. 我能感覺到你的心痛,你有你說不出的無奈……但是你做出一副無所謂的樣子,你越是這樣我就越難受。

11. 有時,愛也是種傷害。殘忍的人,選擇傷害別人;善良的人,選擇傷害自己。

12. 你走了,帶著我全部的愛走了,只是一句分手。我忍著眼淚看著你的背影,好想最後再抱你一次,好想再對你說一次“我愛你”。

13. 魚上鈎了,那是因為魚愛上了漁夫,它願用生命來博漁夫一笑……

14. 歲月就象一條河,左岸是無法忘卻的回憶,右岸是值得把握的青春年華,中間飛快流淌的,是年輕隱隱的傷感。世間有許多美好的東西,但真正屬於自己的卻並不多。看庭前花開花落,榮辱不驚,望天上雲卷雲舒,去留無意。在這個紛繞的世俗世界裡,能夠學會用一顆平常的心去對待周圍的一切,也是一種境界。

15. 我們的生活有太多無奈,我們無法改變,也無力去改變,更糟的是,我們失去了改變的想法。

16. 人生最遺憾的,莫過於,輕易地放棄了不該放棄的,固執地,堅持了不該堅持的……

17. 有些失去是注定的,有些緣分是永遠不會有結果的。愛一個人不一定會擁有,擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛她。

18. 如果,不幸福,如果,不快樂,那就放手吧;如果,捨不得、放不下,那就痛苦吧。

19. 人生短短幾十年,不要給自己留下了什麼遺憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭,該愛的時候就去愛,無謂壓抑自己。人生的苦悶有二,一是欲望沒有被滿足,二是它得到了滿足。

20. 所謂花心,就是有了愛情和面包,還想吃蛋糕的心情;所謂外遇,就是潛出圍城,跌入陷阱;所謂浪漫,就是幫老婆買包心菜時,還會順手帶回一支玫瑰花;所謂廚房,就是結婚時紅地毯通向的正前方。

21. 這個世界就這麼不完美,你想得到些什麼就不得不失去些什麼。

22. 戀愛,在感情上,當你想征服對方的時候,實際上已經在一定程度上被對方征服了。首先是對方對你的吸引,然後才是你征服對方的欲望。

23. 我放下了尊嚴,放下了個性,放下了固執,都只是因為放不下你。

24. 如果愛上,就不要輕易放過機會。莽撞,可能使你後悔一陣子;怯懦,卻可能使你後悔一輩子。

25. 沒有經歷過愛情的人生是不完整的,沒有經歷過痛苦的愛情是不深刻的。愛情使人生豐富,痛苦使愛情升華。

Please comment down which phrase you guys/gals most touching !! Thanks !! and , i am still - Single but NOT available !!

p/s : Song updated !! Be patient wait it load !!

nameless

haiz .. how i wish to use my real name to note down some remarks for her !! At least , we both will feel better right ??

but , i choosing to be the silencer or so called - invisible man !! I rather to be hidden all the way and observed her life !!! Thats why , im always the loser in this game !! Sometimes , spoken out is useless unless action is taken !! We all knew that , but ... there is always some hurdles to stop me do so !! This year , luck is not by my side !! Everything i do sure hit wall or bang bumpers ...

What to do , life still goes on ; and i gonna march forward slowly !! Because i cant fell down , i dont have the chance to slow down and i have my mission to complete with !!

And oh yea , need my blessing ?? How to bless others if you dont want to let go ?? I rather i keep my voice and assist you whenever you need !! Or , we can be a super stranger from now on !! =) i used to it already , my life are filled with single color - BLUE !! No RED color will occupy it , at least i confirm within 2 -3 months i will be still single but not available !! =) maybe after some up and down , my country will open tender again , who knows !! But i damn enjoy my own mood now , locking in a small room and peeping from the small window !! Its kinda .......... FRESH !!!

I LOVE KE PO GIRL !! KE PO in terms they love to talk and non-stop talking with me is the best !! Because i dont plan to be the noise maker all the time !! =D

ciaoz .. is time for bed again !!

KATRINA

Hmm .. This cap only got 1 in malaysia !! But , you really want ask him to make you one exactly d same ?? I dont think he will do so !! Unless you show out ur innocent, noob, cham, blur and a BIG SMILE to him , maybe that time he will think bout it !! Lols .. never thought that d shop is owned by your friend ark .. so next time i show your name i can get discount right ?? Xp ... if cannot , then the discount i will claim from you !! ngek ngek ngek ...

ever listen KATRINA before ?? hmm .. its a nice but pathetic song ! I have change the lyric for almost 2 hours , and i'ma gonna save it till the best time and i'll sing it for HER !! i knew the day will come , the day that she heart broke will come . So , im like a lil' devil preparing all the necessary steps in order to calm her down!! Plus must train a good shoulder so that can let her lean when times r right !! Woooooya , i never miss predict anything that in my mind is 99% correct. It same goes to my own life !! If it doesnt come now, it's just d matter of time !! So, i'ma gonna wait till it come !!

Im god damn relax now !! Hope Friday can hear some good news !! And yea .. study hard JAMES !! dont try to sneak out and pak tou or tea time or anything related to ur computer, jsut concentrate on ur studies for now !! 2 more days for ya lil' ass !! better prepare well !! You can do it !! =) All da best !!

DREAM - r.e.v.i.v.e

Her rabbit .. cute leh !! But she force him to pose rude fingers !!
This one more cham .. she force her to say rude words !! Somemore telling me she is willing to say it herself !! This kind of owner ark ... speechless !! Xp , silly mushroom , force ur babies to say rude words Xp ...


WAAA ....have been suffering to answer all those questions popping out from my brain !! Yea .. now then i found back the most critical answer that keep me as a whole till now - my DREAM !!


yea yea .. finally i get back the feeling of become a strong young ambitious entrepreneur again !! not because of the fail session of interview today , or because of an offering from the bestfoodjunction.com in the afternoon just now, it is because of a word !! Ur life is fill with business blood , u will not succeed if you working for others , u will not happy if u working for others , and finally u will not shine if u working for others.


Oh yea ... my web site is almost done !! Except that the Co-ordinate and payment form plus email link is still dead !! Sigh , what to do , the one in charge is so busy !! This only making both of me n james to keep waiting and paying to yahoo for nothing only !! Hosting plus web address thing is not a cheap thing , we paid for 2 months but in return we still not yet see anything comes out from it !! Sigh .... But good news is , our web got improvement !! not like the dull plus unprofessional previous web site !! This time i feel relief a bit !!


Hmm .. on the other hand , my fibre business is very good !! Except that now is in a rush to get complete our quotas !! hmm .. there is still a bit more to fill up with !! So , must gambateh to fight the quotas already !!


Talking bak to my big big plan - ADVERTISING ! GG lar this time , no news at all beside seeing my own advisor busy with his mobile power biz !! Zzz ... This time can die lor !! Haiz ...
and oh yea .. thou all of my plans are stuck with some obstacles , but it wont stop me from moving forward !! i gotta break the stones , throw it away and make a good path to move forward !! never say no before die !! =)

18.08.08

Owhhh .. happy birthday mr botak !! you are officially 22 now !! no more 21 for u , so the key no need to wear anymore .. because its over !! Xp

Wow .. just took a 2 hours rest last night and i was like a superman going for function and dinner @Genting highland till 1am just reached home !!!

EEewwww ... today no much surprises happened in life beside see-ing elaine's chio sis plus Xp , CP LENG LUI Hugging me and take photo !! Xp ... Daniel , u kena Ta Pao la , see i no need ask more they will entertaint me one !! =)


Oh my GOD !! Bad case Bad Thing Bad Bad Bad .... First , Broke jo this month !! Going to deal with financial matter again !! Second , where the heck if my work ?? IT should be done by this week right ?? How come i still see no improvement from it , what the @#$% !!! Third , picture making me think he is a bastard (again) !! But , i learnt from the past , better let 'em hit the wall and get the lessons before giving more advices and help to them ! Since it wont help much !!
And Last ... i manage a new skill - What Happens there End there !! No more prolong of enjoyment , no more prolong of suffer-ness and no one prolong of dreaming !!! Life is better if i pursuit this type of mind-set !!

Waiting

wua ... more than 10 persons waiting me !! Really this time !! LoLs .. after club .. more than 10 persons waiting me to finish my chat with an important person !! Huh .. saw me crying rite ?? right out side the club and crying out there !! :P Lols ... rare to see right ? But it is all true !! Cant deny that i telling out the deepest feeling of my own agan !! to the one guy who just came back from england not long ago !! Hmm .. maybe he is another library that can store my secret at !!

Really .. i felt so relieve when i cried in front of him and told him what is really hiding inside of my own !! He , felt my pain ! He , within his eyes , felt my emotion !! He , told me not to give up !!

And He ( the other he) , told me not to give up , and show to the one who look down on us becareful in the future , We , shud build an empire soon !! WE , got the power to change history !! And He, believe that our life is not depends on the fucking shit of degree that we gotta obtained in the future !! we , living now because we gotta build a better living soon !!

I believe that i have lock my heart within two girls which not belong to me !! I can see my future with either of them , and i cant breahte without connecting either of them !! I , without asking their permission , have my ownself along their lifes !! and i , really making myself living like a dwarf which need to seek assistance from the snow white !!!

I especially Thanks to friends live in Subang , J.I. , and Setiawan who accompany me tonight and giving me all the support and words that i need to hear !! Really, a simple greeting or text is enough to make me walk till the END !!! I LOVE YOU GUYS !! It rocks my life !!!

Dont look down to anyone who below us, because they are willing to do anything in order to success as i gonna do anything in order to make myself the headline in the paper of Malaysia !! Really , stay tune and u will see ALEXLYNN is on the PAPER for something good !! Dont you agree my partners ?? We are going to make difference in our society !!


I LOve You Guys especially those who support me !! I Love The birthday boi , giving so much courage and i Love Both of you girls that giving me a reason to get rich before approaching either of you again !! You both make sense of madness as i really lose my way to seem to anyone who understand me !! sometimes i just hope to get at least a greeting from a gal everyday to ask bout me , and i tried to reach all of u everyday , now and forever , i will be the MAN !!

Go on Girl ... as long as you are happy , all these times , i will live happily !!!

Especially thanks To David !! Thanks for caring me , i really speechless for your godness as you knew me just for a short time , u are an avid listener plus a good friend to make with !!

Gosh .. i gotta sleep now !! because i knew i stil have a long way to go ... Thanks Ladies and Gentlemen !! i LOVE you guys !! i really do


I LOVE my ex- IRENE and i LOVE PEGGIE who steal the reason of my life to stay at west malaysia !! =) all the best to all my friends !! i might leave the BLOG for sometimes soon !! hope to see you guys soon !! felt free to visit www.twomads.com !! Will have more updates there on my series of goodwill and donation will write on it !! All da best and Selamat Berjaya Di Kehidupan Kawan Kawan Ku !! Ku CINTAI MU !!!

Aint it too rush ??

Lols .. never been happy like that !! Happy is normal case , but standing in the middle of problems and can laugh it out is the first time experience for me !! LOLs ... HE inspired me today !! Look at his expression really making me felt so relieve todaY !! Gar Yao lar Heng Dai , you making my life easier lar !! Really bro , thou u knew my problem right now , but oni few of ur suggestion really can lighten my burden !! Wakaka .. Wait us go to Pearl , Lols .. That time want those who look down on us one die kao kao !! Funny la wei ... u suddenly told me this kind of things !! Really making me relief leh !! No worry ! We can make it if we believe !! Like ur SECRET book taught you rite , how to think it ark ??? Think it positively and you shall make it , right ?? So ... i should listen more advice from you this newbie psychologist lor !! Xp

And oh yea .. this is the Chinese Lyric i LOVE most !! Sharing with you guys !! See i emo for few days already .. but this Song making my life better !! Heal IT INSTANTLY !!

风走在我们前面 甩裙摆画着圆圈歌
花美得兴高采烈 那香味有点阴险词
你在我旁边的旁边 但影子却肩碰肩转
偷看一眼你的唇边是不是也有笑意明显
明明是昨天的事情 怎么今天我还在经历
一丁点回忆都能惊天又动地
想问个愚蠢问题 我们再这样下去 你猜会走到哪里
但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电 就够我快乐熔化
我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它
在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻 
就这样触电 一直甜蜜触电 直到爆炸 
 
像一年四个季节 都被你变成夏天 
我才会在你面前 总是被晒红了脸 
像一百万个秋千 在我心里面叛变 
被你指尖碰到指尖 我瞬间就被荡到天边

U-N-P-R-E-D-I-C-T-A-B-L-E

一命,二运,三风水。 All are the elements which are unpredictable in life !! I though i won a race in the finance messiness i dealt with, who knows there is still much more challenges ahead waiting for me !!

I'm emo recently !! Ya my lil' sister, i said i worry bout ur life over there, quarreling with your so called EX Bestmate on some modem stupid matter!! somemore writing big big there dancing like cha-cha or other moves, forget bout it !! Hmm , sick already then no need listen Ah Pa advice la, straight go buy some medicine to eat la !! Zzzz ... u are not a small kid. Take care yourself there bahs !! Dont let we all worry bout u o !! Somemore 2am also dont want go to bed !! thats why get sick easily lor !! (*>__<) if still felt unwell , go see doc , okay ??

waa ... how do you want me to show a happy face if i am surrounded by so many troubles !!?? i really dont know how to pretend that i am happy !! But at least i am trying to solve my problems one by one !! Think back the root of the troubles - BIG PLAN get stuck for more than 6 months !! Oh My GOD, i really wanted to cry if i got the chance to do so !! Sometime i really wished that sitting alone in Nanako and enjoying the bucket i order !! At least, like that i wont need to think much !! Or should i listened and follow order , back to my home sweet home !! There is less pressure i need to face with , a comfortable life plus a baby waiting me !! And oh yea, my so call daughther is quite big , almsot 5 years old !! LoLs .. =) what a big gurl , i just step out to the big world and she is studying at kindergarden. Really cant fight with the time because it flies with a maximum speed which we cannot measure !!

Life is so unpredictable ! Whenever you think you are holding with , in the next minute you might have the chance to lost it !! Whenever you think that is over , Angel will goes round you and making ways for you to go thru !! I , speechless with my own dream !! Donno whether this is a fallen angel dream or the GREED within myself creating illusion during my last night dream !! i saw a path ... really !! Its hard to share out here ! Hmm .. maybe this is time to call mum to ask for some assistance !!

what i quote before : Picture speaks a million !! But for now , i want to quote a better things : Picture always decieve !!

LONE-RANGER

I figured out that , GOD wanted me to be alone from now on because of HER !!! I decided to wait for now on although i am 100% confirm that SHE got a new boyfriend , there is no coincidence that i gotta wait till her break up and i just gotta wait there !!

Sometime i really wished i can find a love in the club !! But it aint my style !! And baby will come closer and let daddy look at ya'' , but not to stay with ya'' for the rest of my life !! So , i really dont believe can find a love in the club !!

Oh baby , i wont give up waiting !! I listen to the FATE of mine !! Persevere is the key to unlock my success and target !!

Ya friend , no worry for my EMO-ness lately !! I really burdened by all the wordload on my shoulders !! I shall go for an easy path right ?? BEing early out to work then 6 pm off and back to home , this is so called EASY LIFE and having a RM2800 on hand , is kinda worthy for a graduate that holding a Bachelor Degree like me !! But , how come i so stubborn and choosed the hard path ?? Having to earn some living by increased the burden on my shoulder , mentally pressuring myself plus having to pass my life so 'ke lian' !! Till now , i still not yet figure out my answer !! But the proper way to describe my attitude is - i m a risk taker !! No risk No Return !! I love challenges !! Being an entrepreneur is not an easy task !! Somemore i have passed up my plan which forced me to wait for a right timing !! The business plan is just having ITS 1st anniversary , but yet i am still waiting to execute and operate the business !! At first , i am the one who rushing the plan , scaring that i will waste my time like that ; now the other 2 partners felt the same pressure too !! I think 3 of us should really sit down and seek out one solution , then we gotta talk with out BOSS already , we cant keep wait like that !! One day in the future when i get rich , i will never forget how i pass my 22 -23 years old life !! I raising fund for my business by all the mean !! I rise my own self by a lot of method but not the illegal ways !! And i got all the support from friends along the route to see my 1st tong of GOLDS !!!


I hate to be alone !! I hate it !! But , good guys always dont deserve a good girl !! Amitofo , my ex-es are all good girls , but i am bad boi !! Now i want to become good guy , but i dont even deserve a bad girl to share my time with !!

And i really dont know how to start a topic with 'BITCH' on it !! Because i dont know whether is that my right to comment on them !! i can write for a 7k words of essay on the bitches i have met during my college life !! There is so many bitches out there !! But now i want to advertise again , i seeking for Cinderella !! OR Snow White also boleh !! And ishhhh ... no 'sao nga mui' for me !! And no pork chop allow !! I so slim , how to makan those oily stuff la !! Dont try to intro 'fei mui' clan for me okay ?? Ciaoz .. is time to rest , my skin is turning back due to over stress this few days plus lacking the time for resting my mind !!

p/s : Dav ark Dav , consider what i said in the Mamak just now !! LoLs ... SHE IS URS !!! Xp !! Okay la .. i knew u both no relation , no 'ai mei' , have nothing .... but .. hohoho !! Lets TIE the red thread between both of you , maybe there will be something happen !! Kekekeke .. and please dont sing the song to me , i dont need it already !! Now i enjoy my Collection of Baby Face, K, Boyz II Men songs !!!

CANTONESE BLOG (18SG)

oh shittt ... i am sick !! Cough ... Sob .. !! no one take care me , thats why sick lo !!
hmm ... here i go with my Cantonese blog !! Hmm .. words wrong please teach me to write the correct one !! And oh ya , content : Faul Language , Aggresive Term 18SG







吊你无懒需要特别动机,无吊你以为自己好懒yeng.系都打飞机,吊你啦。

Support MC 仁 and his new album !! Hmm .. here is the link to listen the song !! ER ... GALS are not allow to listen !! Contained too many Foul Language !! Boys are Allow !! Rwak n Roll !!

http://www.tingcool.com/1/6854/16316/201235.htm

Oh yea .. request from public !! Need me write Post Bout 贱人 !!Let me think properly before i start once which is meaningful !! Because my mind only got two leh !! but if i wrote out , i will make someone angry me !! so , that two samples cannot use !! Let me think bout it first k !! :)

and oh yea .. 客家人 do enjoy the above link MUSIC !!! FUC KIN MUSIC Rwaks again !! Thanks to MC 仁 , Chef and TT !!

IMPORTANT | MIX FEELING & TRUE STORY

oh my GOD .. got news to share out here !! i dont think this time with picture can speak out all my feeling !! news as in good or bad !! i personally dont know where to start with , if follow the flow of my life , good things come in first before bad things spoil the mood !! So, here it goes ...

Leaving the blog world and facing the reality show for two days is really enough for me !! i have learnt to share things with my brother , learn to leave some space for my own and keeping all the secret between me and my bear !! This FEeling is awesome !! i felt great once again !! i love to control things but i hate to be controlled by FATE !! everything i do this year , all of it is lack of luck and fate , is this what Ling Ling Sifu want to hint me that this year is very very very BAD to me ?? Oh ya .. i knew this is so true !! Because what she said is all happen -ing to me now !!

Actually good things is not really so big news to me , business is starting to blossom , someone give me a good call !! Bringing some news tat i wan to listen , and i really saw money flowing in my bank now !! =) oh ... feeling so good !! and , i never expect that when i bring something to my friends , they will get motivated by so much !! REALLY never !! but it happens !! dont know is that they are in excitement period , or really the things are working ?!?! i am kinda confuse , but one thing i UN is that things work out perfectly this time !! yea yea .. i calling over you , and you are still ss-ing with my silly so call sai mui there , hmm , life is great over there !! Well Done .. *Applause* for you as you found a new life !!

ahem ahem .. good things really wont presist for too long !! counting date is stopped half way !! because we knew this is over !! and the figure is not accurate too !! ishhhh ..... i got a smart brother to guess away all the miracle box in my head , he is smart !! and he really become another person !! is it because of Ling Ling Sifu motivate him one ?? Love to talk a lot , tease people to the max and start getting all of the clue on my mind !! Happy to see him turn to the type of person i wish him to be !! Yayaya .. dont pull the topic away !! Since this paragraph should leave to bad news right ? For me , CAreer and Love .. Sifu ask me choose one !! Alamak .. how to answer ??? Love ?? CAreer ?? *dick dock dick dock* no answer for it !! Because i want own both !!! She , got a new bf ; He , is still single but no more available !! And Me , with the head of loving to get tortured by hard feeling ...

Till now , i just realised where is all the motivation comes from , i love to see myself get hurt , because i learn to control my temper there , i learn to ride on it ; not to be ride by them !! And i really get motivated once i felt down !! Because , my R8 is waiting me , our dream of riding some hot horse is still clear in my mind and how i enjoy laying on a feather sofa is still hot in brain !! i love emotionally abused by others because i am freak , one of a kind like GENIUS !! i felt more idea once my feeling is abused by others . I felt empty when i was living in a wonderful and relaxing life. Only mentally abused me , making me felt upset , making me felt i am loser i will get the will to turn every bad things good again !! LIKE NOW , i am gonna see my RM 1million turns into my bank ! LIKE NOW, i am gonna see how friends teamwork can earn a big fortune together ! AND LIKE NOW, i am gonna taste the power of being supported by friends !! I strongly believe GOD will never set a hard path on us , only we as an silly minded terresterial walk in a hard way .

What start here should end here !! I lost anything in the battle field , i will grant it back there !! Frankly speaking , i love people frank with me !! back stabber is a NO for me !! i Love friends support me , my boss said want help me hit him , my partner with a 6 in life want to become evil with me to break his belonging , my soul mate said will help me curse him every week behind Petaling Street , my brother say will teman me whack him even thou will cause him another scar !! I am happy with it !! They help me win back all the necessary feeling from the emotional battle field !!

If my friends still dont know me by now , they will never never know me anymore !! Even some small little kids can see me so clear !!

FYI , xiao wai ark ... yeap la .. i got mix feeling for almost 1 hour leh !! They never settle down !! Bouncing like a pin ball that is never gonna stop !! My heart like got a knife stab in, my world is like stopping for 3 second ; but all this thing is just gonna make me tougher !! Poh poh also said i make someone tougher. So do some other fella will make me tougher !! Each day from now , i will live in more realistic way , more meaningful day !! i work hard because i never said die to my current poor situation !! i said no to drug because i used to see how other lose their life in it !! Remember , i always said : ei , wai ark ..what if we got money we fly to Manchester for one match of LIVE ?? really , i am always dream of using own money to do my dream job !! But , i am still wroking hard on it !!

Once my very best friend asked me : Hey , Chi Yee , are u serious ?? You writing that ur dream job for almost 10 years ( primary n secondary school time my school used to have weird survey) for the same position : 何志宇想成为军火走私大亨 !! Because of this few little chinese words , i was sent to counselling for more than 10 times !! because of this silly things , my parents are scaring that one day i will do bad things because i wan to get rich !!! Time flies when we are happy , until now , i am 23 of age , finally i dont have the idea to get rich by the mean of doing something that will hurt our society !! But , in fact , i would love to create a LOVE society as what i have plan to take out the money i earn from my web to donate out to the needs !! although i wont take 100% out , but at least i with my partner have make a verbal agreement to take few hundred thousands out to donate for the orphan !! They are our future leader , without them we cannot see future !! And they deserved better life not just that throw aside in the corner and earn a living as a cheap labour .

wua ... actually to learn control the mix feeling is quite hard leh !! but i want to give myself an applause , today , i just have a small tear drop down , and i never try to listen rock music to calm my mind !! in stead , i listening soft music and forcing myself to calm down !! and this is just a beggining , there is more to learn !! And thanks a million to you ark botak , u seem like can sense my feeling whenever i tell u something ark , u seem can read my mind when i put out something ; u drink GREEN liao is it , become so smart d !! =) okie la .. last year we'v ebeen to bangkok together rite ? this year , if we manage to earn enough , lets go to Manchester , i serious d , i paid the hotel , makan n air ticket u kao tim urself !! ngek ngek ngek ... Ferdinand , here we come !! wakakaka !! i am take an autograph from him !! =)

by the way , i love blogging !! because i think whatever i said here , is so real , no need go add oil add salt add vinegar !! Life is so real here !!! whatever i blog out , is something i believe is true and something i want to share !! Not like real life , sometime we need to see situation , if not , talk something wrongly , will cause a lot damage to us !!

and for those kawan kawan who are get surrounder by my private life lately . for all ur guys gals ladies gentlemen information , no more news will come out btween me n her !! everything is over for now !! Full time 0-0 !! nothing good or bad happen !! no worry man !! i am still the evil me !! and thanks for paying attention to my blog !! and being so patient to read all of the words !! because i found out that boys blog is so not attractive , readers are love to go after bloggers who are girls especially pretty chiq , hot chiq , sexy chiq !! and one more handsome guys , but i dont htink handdsome guys will spend time on blog .. normally they will use all their time beating some stick , flirting hot chiq , bull on some shit and bla bla bla !!! so .. very very appreaciate for the HARD TIME you guys spend on my BLOG !! Ciaoz .. tonite 到此为止 !!

BACK|TO|HELL

once again , i back to hell !! oh yea , i do love hell a lot !! at least , all of us in the place are evil !! non of it are different !! no angel in that place !! i met a lot of my junior , ex classmate bla bla bal over there !! i even met with my ex-housemate there !! but , she looked enjoying with the conversation with my lovely brother !!! aiya .. dont k la , at least i still talk wif my funny friend - yen and galfrens Xp . yeah yea ... once again , i burn my liver with the pure alcohol , once again i contaminated my lungs with the mentol cigarette !! hmm , if this is not hell , what can i descirbe it ??


oh ya ... i found out another ROSHAN in the club !! he is a funny guy , popping around with the 200cm body !! LoLs .. i nid to take my head up in order to talk with him !! Amazingly , he friend with the chinese tough boucer as i do !! And his body is so flexible , popping around !! Oh yea ... nice to meet you !! When i go Kelantan we should meet and go for seafood as you told me !! hehe !!


tonight ,i really relax my mind !! Shouting in the club , dancing like a monkey , jumping like an ape and hopping like a big fat rabbit !! every stress is put down in the club !! Life should like this , whenever we not happy , we shout it out !! whenever we get bully , we voice out !! Hohohoho ... i take out my heart and talked with friends again !! HE agreed what i said ; i appreciate he listened to it !! ANd WE agreeed that i continue to go after her !! This is the best interest for all of the parties !! Oh yea .. i dont want to hint it anymore , later will cost me a lot !! =P i just demand more time to build a TRUST , a more known database between each other , nothing else !! =) i with botak also need used almost 3 years to build a trust between each other right ??? Pyramid is not build within a week , so do trust , love , relationship !! We should give each other more time , freedom , space in order to know more !! Xp ... babi you guys ... i vomit u all very happy is it !! i makan indo mee double for dinner only !! Who is the one kept asking go to club !! Cis betul ... i the one tolong others minum all the pure pure liquor .. cin kak la .. gals also want bully , somemore she is my friend leh , tak tolong macam not good !! Cheh ... at least i am clear and awake after the 2 minutes of suffering !! i do enjoy it max !! XD ... long time never suffer like that ... my liver felt the pain , my stomach felt the heat and i myself feel the steps within my heart !! i want to JUMP, DANCE .... XD !!! I love CLEAN CLUBBING !!! :)


oh by the way .. sorry la tak ajak some of my kawan go to club .. because this session is made all in a sudden , i cannot ajak all of u guys attend , no worry , i promised to organise one by gathering right ?? ready ur name card ... we all need to exchange info there !! =) gogogo , ale ale ale ... wait for my big plan bahs !!! Jya .. is time for bed !!

backtoblog

i am back to world of blog !! wow ... i felt the term of LIFE IS LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER !! i have mix feeling and mood for the past two days !! Happy , Excited , Sad , Down , Emo , Lost !! All of these feelings are surrounding me for the past two days !! Friends are still friends !! Giving me a candle while i were in the darkest moment !! Holding my hand cross the road , Finger Crossing showing me confident and be my avid listener when i want to bull shit a lot and complaint a lot !! Wow .. this is so called life !! Having different feelings and mood within 2 days is really challenging !! Suddenly u see i crapping around like normal me and laughing non-stop ;but after tea session , will whining like a big baby in the room !!

oppsss ... time going out for business !! so will continue with my blog tonite !! and hell yea , Olympic is starting , but i dont have any interest on it !! so its non of my business !! Xp

华文的部落客

我发现自己迷失了方向!其实是不是听多了不好的东西人就会变不开心?!?我总以为我是个乐观的人,但今晚我深深的体会到了另一个绝境!!这种感觉次乎我也感受过!!那应该是半年前了吧!!

人生往往总会遇到挫折;但这次也太过长了吧!!! 我好想让我自己泪流,但我找不到好的场所让我的眼睛双红!也许是时间去会一会我的旧(酒)朋友了!!


我的手,心,手机都变的冷冷地。。。这应该是我等的太久了!! 其实一天一笑,一问候,一了解,应该可以把彼此的关系拉近,但有时,我应该是不够耐性,把不必要的麻烦都搞了出来。。。真的很懊恼啊。。。

新的生活来了,新的车,新的费用。。。一切一切,我还不能掌控的了,我该怎么办啊!!难道真的要逼自己去打工,做一些不开心的事才能如愿轻松的生活吗?创业真的把我搞得半条人命,因为创业需要一笔钱,生活不好!! 打工有一笔钱,生活很好!!但是我想工字永远没出头,所以乘自己还年轻,创出一番事业 !! 最坏的是没人支持我,这条路我真的走的好辛苦!!我好想有一个精神寄托,起码,她还会支持我的梦想 !! 但,我想这一年都应该没什希望了!!

父亲,谢谢您的耐性!! 我从没对家里付出任何贡献,但您真的为我解了不少烦恼!!我只希望您会一路给我支持!!


收到她和他的讯息,另我心情好了点!!但如何把距离都减的最低??如果给我选择,我希望可以得到新的;因为旧的已死了!!永远都不能把温暖放及她 !!新的是陌生的,挑战性,距离感,全都得由零开始 !!

。。。。。。。。永远有多近??我看不到 。。。。 但,至少现在我懂,身边的不可以,不是她 !!!